transgendersam:

transsammywinchester:

au where dean doesnt just raise sam, he absolutely spoils him

letting him crawl onto his lap well into his teens, hand feeding him snacks as they watch movies, sleeping in the same bed whenever sam asks, stealing pretty things in stores across the country

it’s the one thing he doesn’t give in to john about, and after a while, john doesn’t want to deal with dean’s bargaining and sams looks of contempt

when john reunites with them in s1 he hopes that their time apart has changed them but hes sick to see theyre almost worse

he can see the looks waitresses and witnesses give them, how they stick too close, how dean growls if someone looks at sam wrong

when theyre alone in motel rooms together, the tiniest pretenses that they had are lost and they curl up naked together, touching and whispering promises into each others skin