Rowena: How do you deal with [your memories of Lucifer]? Sam: I guess I don’t…deal with it. Not really. I mean… I’ve pushed it down and I… The world kept almost ending, so I keep pushing it down. I don’t know… I don’t really talk about it. Not even with Dean. I mean, I could. You know, he’s listen, but… It’s not something I really know how to share. Even if you do get the book. Even if you do get your power back, it won’t matter. You won’t ever be able to change what happened. You won’t be able to change how helpless you felt. Or how helpless you feel. You’re still going to get scared… and that feeling… that feeling never goes away. Rowena: Never? Sam: Never.
Hi friends!! Sorry I haven’t been on much, school, life, and work have kept me pretty busy. (I’m in the process of trying to set up a good queue!) Speaking of work, I started a position that has a lot of down time.
So I am looking for fic recs!!!
* J2 or wincest (or even some SamxJess stuff! But I’m pretty sure I’ve read everything for that ship by now lol).
* Looking for some really long fics, the more chapters the better, I have hours to kill! But recommendations for some shorter fics will also be appreciated😊
* Only completed works please!
* Cute AUs (coffee shop, high school, etc) are a huge weakness of mine so that’s a plus
* Angst/pining is also great!
So please any fics you have that you liked send them my way!! 💗
