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Even underground, it’s hard to miss the faint sound of fireworks going off in the town nearby. Dean listens with one ear and a faint smile on his face, a beer held loosely between his fingers. They don’t have much of a celebration planned for themselves this year, but it’s still nice to know that other people are having fun.
Sam sits opposite him at the table, and his expression matches Dean’s. They’ve got some fond memories of the Fourth, and- hell. Memories are all they can focus on, when things get bad.
“You know,” Dean says absently, glancing from his brother up towards the door, “we could probably see ‘em if we head up onto the hill.”
The smile on Sam’s face says he likes that idea just fine, so the two of them pull their boots on and head out.
The sun has already set, and sure enough, when they get to the top of the little hill that hides the bunker from the world- yeah. Yeah, they’ve got one hell of a view of the fireworks going off a few miles away. Brilliant bursts of red, white, and blue, just like when they were kids.
The two of them sit down together, right there in the grass, each still holding their beer as they settle down. They don’t speak, content to just watch the show with their knees brushing together and the night sky overhead. It’s a good one, too; clear and full of stars. Perfect.
“Maybe we can do our own next year,” Sam says, absent. Dean looks towards him and watches the way the distant fireworks illuminate his features. “For old time’s sake.”
Dean shifts minutely until he’s properly resting against his brother’s side, lifting an arm to curl around Sam’s shoulders. Sam doesn’t fit there quite as well as he used to, but it still feels right. Like they’re always meant to be this way, no matter how much they grow or what they might go through.
“Yeah,” Dean says, and he’s smiling again. “I’d like that.”
They stay out until the fireworks are over, and then a little longer after that. Today has always held a special meaning for them, and Dean doesn’t see any sense in cutting it short.
Besides, it’s nice to just take a moment and breathe every now and again. He thinks they’ve earned it.
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@jensen ackles hey man how we supposed to live when you got a beautiful face like that
spn hiatus creations 2018 | week 6
↳ Jack Kline + stages of psychosocial development(Psychosocial crisis: Existential question)
Ok but Jack telling Sam “I love you” reblog if u agree
J² Fic Recs |more than 50k
for @nothingidputbeforeyou, hope you can find something there Candi!
Say You’re Mine It takes his two best friends getting engaged to make Jared realize what’s missing in his own life, but once he figures it out, he’s a man on a mission: find true love or die trying. He’s not asking for much – just the perfect soul mate to spend blissful eternity with – so when a chance meeting drops Jensen into his life (and his lap), it seems like fate. But either Jensen missed that memo or fate seems to have other ideas because nothing works out the way Jared planned.
Echo Summertime in California and Jared’s life has just taken a turn for the better. He’s got a new job, a new apartment, and a whole new outlook on life. The bad news? He thinks his apartment might be haunted. The good news? He just met this really hot guy. Jensen’s a man with a troubled past, but Jared’s already fallen hard. As he starts to uncover the truth behind what’s happening in his home, however, Jared discovers that his and Jensen’s lives are more intertwined that he ever imagined, and the path to Jensen’s heart might just be helping the man find his way home.
Faint Stars and Bright Satellite Skies It’s a story made for Hollywood – a chance encounter between a regular, down to earth guy with his whole life planned out for him without a second thought and a well-known, popular movie star turns into something far bigger than either man could ever anticipate. Neither Jared Padalecki nor Jensen Ackles expect or want the complications that arise in their lives from their fast friendship – especially when it developed into something neither anticipated. While Jared accepts and tries to deal with his growing feelings for his famous friend, Jensen fights it every step of the way until his strictly controlled life, hidden behind a public persona, spins out of control.
Reanimated In which Jared manages real estate in Heaven and Jensen works as Hell’s attorney in Death Trials. Extreme ambiguity and a distinct lack of beer push Jared to accept a different kind of job in a hotter, more southern locale. The boys meet. Hi-jinks and grocery-stealing in Hell ensue. Featuring saints on book tours, love on trial, after-life bureaucracy, and sin. Surprisingly not as cracktastic as it sounds.
Restraint The calling card said Tristan Jarrett, Viscount Penrith. Beneath that, in a lazy scrawl, was the addendum Mr Acklebury, be so good as to wait on me tomorrow, number 10, Half Moon Street. Yours, &c., Penrith. Mr Acklebury was not sure how he felt about being thus summarily commanded to paint his lordship’s portrait.
And Heartbreak Ensues Jensen is a newly ‘out of the closet’ gay man ready for romance. Jared is everything he never knew he wanted – sexy, carefree and willing to try anything once. Trouble is, Jared doesn’t do relationships.
Screw You, We’re From Texas Everyone knows the story – Jensen had plans to enroll at Texas Tech and become a Physical Therapist, Jared was heading for the University of Texas to become an Engineer. Instead, they both got against-all-odds breaks in Hollywood and ended up on a totally different path. This is the story of what could have happened if fate twisted differently, if they never got those big Hollywood breaks, and instead ended up living the lives they grew up expecting to lead.
My Shooting Star Jared is a special man who has a passion for dogs, helping people, and a heart as big as a lion. Jensen adopts a dog from the shelter where Jared works, and the two are inexplicably entwined.
Taking Turns (Holding This World) When rich boy Jensen Ackles decided to get out from under his father’s thumb and run away from home he didn’t expect to be robbed in broad daylight, mistaken for a hooker, beaten up by a tattooed maniac and have his life saved by a really cute street kid. All in one day. Jared Padalecki on the other hand didn’t expect to be thrown in jail for his trouble. As love stories go, this one didn’t exactly have the best beginning.
The Word of Us When Jared Padalecki headed off to college he thought he was going to get an education and eventually mate with a nice girl his Mama would be proud to call daughter. He never expected to lock eyes with Jensen Ackles and have his whole world turned upside down. After spending a week with his family, mourning the passing of his grandparents, the last thing Jensen expected was to come home to his roommate in the throes of a mating fever. Taking the high road, he moved out. Unable to find an apartment at such short notice he found himself moving back into the dorms and rooming with a freshman named Jared.
You Sold Me Illusions Jared’s a pricey escort and college student whose life gets a little more complicated when he finds out that Jensen, one of his customers, is also going to be teaching one of his classes this fall.
The Courtship of Jensen’s Co-Star Somewhere in the time between a handshake and a hug, Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki went from being reel-life brothers to real-life best friends, and complete strangers to cosmic soul mates, no rhyme or reason to it that either of them could ever see
In Harm’s Way Jared Padalecki is living a quiet life in San Antonio until one day he is snatched off the street by two men. Enter Tom Delaney, CIA spy. Only that’s not his real name. His real name is Jensen Ackles, and he needs Jared’s help. Jensen and his team have been tracking a man named Alain Laurent, a terrorist disguised as a legitimate businessman. Only, they haven’t been able to get close enough to him to gather any useful intelligence. They know that Laurent and his partner, Rafiq Abdul-Aziz, are planning something big – and possibly explosive. They just don’t know what and they don’t know when. But they know that time is running out. That’s where Jared comes in. With a little manipulation, Jensen convinces Jared to help. To use himself as bait to lure Laurent into revealing his secrets. But nothing is ever that simple. As Jensen and Jared become more than just professional colleagues, the stakes become even higher. And when their mission takes an unexpected turn, Jensen must decide between love and duty with devastating consequences.
In The Blink Of An Eye One minute everything is going good in Jensen’s life and the next everything is turned upside down. How will he cope? Can he get his life back in order or will he have to move forward into a life he never asked for?
The Duke and I Jensen Ackles is a wealthy Duke who is in desperate need to marry within a month, or he will lose his inheritance. Thinking he has found the perfect man in young and beautiful Jared Padalecki, Jensen quickly forges a deal with Gerald Padalecki for his son’s hand in marriage at the urging of his friend Misha. After the wedding, though, it becomes clear that all, especially Jared, is not as it seems, and it’s then that the real drama begins.
Early Mornings and Late Nights Under Overcast Sky Jareds girl (Sandra) breaks up with him. Jensen tries to help. Things go (rapidly) downhill from there… then fester… then get better?
Where I belong One a long weekend trip things are revealed that will change the relationship between Jensen and Jared forever.
plane crash!verse The guys are back off Christmas hiatus and on their way to a location shoot when things go horribly wrong.
There’s someone from Jensen’s past that no one knew about. Someone who threatens the happiness he’s finally found You know that person that Chris never had the name for? Well he may soon get it.
As This Sunset Turns to Morning Jensen spends his life hiding who he is from the family that would never accept him if they knew. When he’s uprooted in the middle of his senior year and suddenly becomes the new kid, his carefully placed mask begins to slip. Especially when he meets Jared – a loud, outspoken spectacle of a boy that fights for everything Jensen was taught to stand against. Jared has no problem going after what he wants, and now it’s just a matter of Jensen letting himself do the same.
Breathing in the Space You’ve Come to Inhabit and sequel Sometimes, if you wait long enough, you can get what you want. (40k jensen pov) Sometimes it takes a while to see what is right in front of you. (34k Jared pov)
QB!verse Armed with strength, size and instinctive talent, Jared Padalecki is the first round draft pick for the faltering Dallas Cowboys. Quickly granted a multi-million dollar contract and heralded as the hopeful future franchise quarterback, Jared is thrilled to be a part of the team he grew up idolizing and is all too eager to take the next step in what should be a long and promising career. However, Jared soon realizes he has a much tougher road ahead than anticipated when he meets the prickly Jensen Ackles, the team’s veteran QB and Jared’s number one competitor for the starting roster spot.
In a league ruled by money, celebrity and ego, where the roster changes week to week and injuries aren’t so much a risk as a fact of life, Jared must prove himself capable of leading one of the NFL’s most glamorous and controversial teams back to glory. And in the process, must deal with his teammates’ potentially career-ending secrets and his own burgeoning, confusing relationship with Ackles.
These Twists & Turns of Fate Jensen Ackles is a commercial fraud investigator, he has been hired by
JDM who is quite concerned about the future of his company Morgan Inc.
Jensen had thought this would be another simple job of flushing out the
mole but then walked in Jeff’s secretary, Jared Padalecki. Jared and
Jensen had spent couple of months in a passionate relationship after
which Jared had disappeared without a trace and with him Jensen’s ten
million dollars nearly bankrupting Jensen’s company in the process. Now
Jensen was suspicious as Jeff’s company fits Jared’s MO and Jared
himself was looking pretty shifty. Was Jared up to his old tricks again?
And with everyone around him just looking out for themselves can Jensen
really afford to trust anyone?
SUPER HUGE WINCEST FIC REC POST
You can find a better formatted and most recently updated version here on my blog.
In no particular order.
Summaries are provided by the author or written by me if not specified by the writer.
* = weecest
In The Dark, In The Pain, On The Run (19k) smut
Summary: After Sam’s wall breaks, Dean decides they need some time out of the life. They rent a rundown house in a small town, and during the renovations, everything changes between them. Sam/Dean curtain!fic, veers off canon mid S6.
Crushing Grip (20k)
Summary: “The building blocks for Sam and Dean’s insane, twisted, and erotic codependency are two people very much in love and the lengths they would go to for each other. Their atoms are made up by the road, by shiny bright diners and smoky bars, by holding their breath when they pass by cemeteries in an attempt not to breathe in an evil spirit, unaware that they already have demons hiding in the recesses of their souls, planted there before they were even born.“ A love story told in road maps, bars, and graveyard dirt.
Quid Pro Quo (64k) smut
Summary: One is a graduate student with a past; the other a workaholic multi-billionaire. Each needs something that the other can provide.
On the Cover of a Magazine (30k) smut
Summary: Sam and Dean are called in to investigate the mysterious death of a model at a photography studio in Michigan. The only way for them to get in? Pose as models themselves – which is much easier said than done.
The Touch of His Hand (36k) smut
Summary: Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn.
Milestones (37k) smut
Summary: Mile·stone /mīl stōn/ (noun): an action or event marking a significant change or stage in development. Or more specifically, six milestones that would change the relationship between Sam and Dean for the rest of their lives.
We Were Twenty (30k) smut
Summary: It’s sunny the day he buries his brother. Winter sun, where the air’s cold and everything is too bright, hard on his eyes and his lungs. These are the days made for hats and scarves and mittens in dozens of colors. The light washes the world out on its own, and the funeral is worse than in rain.
Between a Rock and a Warm Embrace (9k)
Summary: After two vegetarian restaurants, an almost serious usage of the term “buttercup,” and an incident with Dean’s mouth pressed against his ear, Sam came to the disorienting conclusion that they were quite possibly dating. Or, more accurately, that Dean was honest-to-god courting him like a modern-day knight in distressed leather armour.
Living on Flood Tides (20k)
Summary: AU after 5×22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can’t—won’t?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel’s powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam’s grace.
* Here’s Looking at You (9k) smut
Summary: AU after 5×22: Sam’s last request before he jumped into the Pit was for Dean to keep living without him. Dean finds his promise impossible to keep, but just before he can call it quits, he gets a visit from a 16-year-old Sam, who is understandably curious as to what circumstances have led to his brother being alone and as miserable as he clearly is. Together they try to understand why Sam is there and how to send him back to his own time, but they discover a little more than that along the way.
Like a Fish Out of Water (59k) smut
Summary: AU after Plucky Pennywhistle’s Magical Menagerie. During the final battle with the Leviathans, God finally makes an appearance and deigns to intervene. After granting Sam and Dean a few final requests, he ‘packs his bags’ and takes everything supernatural in existence with him. Left with nothing to hunt, Sam talks a reluctant Dean into settling down in a small town outside of Sioux Falls. Sam seems to want them live a normal kind of life, but between the ridiculous estate sale Sam bought to furnish the house, the arrival of a very human Castiel who’s overwhelmed by human emotions, and their quirky, invasive neighbors, it’s anything but. Dean’s having a difficult time adjusting, convinced everything couldn’t be more abnormal until Sam reveals exactly what kind of life he wants to have with Dean. Dean can’t deny the part of him that wants it–but can he accept it?
Summary: It’s a slow, almost lazy night at the bar when the Winchesters walk in.
* The Time Traveler’s Brother (55k) smut
Summary: Dean’s life is turned upside down the night his mother dies. But that’s also the night a mysterious grown-up version of Dean’s brother first appears in his life. While Dean grows up, “Old Sam” is often there, especially when Dean’s father isn’t. As Dean learns what the future holds, he begins to question everything his father has taught him about who he is and what he is supposed to become. Can Dean find a way to save his little brother from his own future?
Crush (61k) smut
Summary: Five years after the apocalypse didn’t happen and Sam and Dean have settled down, or as much as the Winchesters can ever settle down. Sam is a college professor and Dean a well-respected small business owner and they’re learning how to balance work, hunting and dog-ownership while coping with the metaphorical and literal scars of war. Life’s not perfect, not for a (sort of) out and proud couple in small town USA with a lot to hide, but they’re dealing, that is, until Dean employs one sexually-confused teenager who develops an unhealthy obsession with both of them. Switching between five years earlier and now, we learn how the boys came together, how they made it through the big fight and whether they’ll ever manage to find that flighty temptress, happily ever after.
Don’t They Know? (It’s the End of the World) (3k)
Summary: Caught in a time loop on the day the world ends, Dean is forced to consider what he really wants out of life. (And no, it’s not just to run around naked – although he’s not making any promises.)
One Going On Eternity And Counting (25k) smut
Summary: Some boundaries were never meant to be crossed …
* Your Heart On My Skin (37k) smut
Summary: Sam goes undercover at a prep school to try and figure out the source of a number of mysterious occurrences. When events escalate, Dean enrolls as well. A slip of the tongue and now everyone thinks they are boyfriends. Deceit and magic combine in a combination that changes their relationship in ways they could never have imagined.
* Invisible Boy Series (268k) smut
Summary: This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love.
When It Crackles (22k)
Summary: A cult is rumoured to be guarding the Fountain of Youth. Oh, and while investigating it, Sam and Dean get roped into getting married. Yep.
* Putting On A Show (3k)
Summary: Lightning fast Dean’s grin slants into sly and Sam’s stomach lurches hard enough that his lungs get jealous and jump in on the action. Without so much as a glance in Sam’s direction for approval, Dean lifts one shoulder and says, “I’ll make out with Sam.”
Pour Out Your Heart Like Water (2k)
Summary: Set during season three, just…anecdotes and very vague American geography.
Many Worlds (6k) smut
Summary: Jensen wishes he could live a day in the life of Dean Winchester. Somehow Dean and Jensen swap lives. Jensen Ackles/Sam Winchester and Jared Padalecki/Dean Winchester. J2 and Wincest at the end.
And One More For the Road (5k)
Summary: Sam isn’t blind, he can see just as well as everyone else does that Dean loves food, fast women, and most importantly, his car. However, he’s not so quick on the uptake about other things, as it turns out.
I’d Gladly Lose Me To Find You (36k) smut
Summary: Sam takes a vow of silence in order to pull Dean out of Hell, but by the time Dean comes back, Sam’s lost more of himself than just his voice.
Treat Her Like a Lady (6k) smut
Summary: You can never tell when a conversation with a really smokin’ woman is going to come back and bite you in the ass. Dean gets cursed into dating Sam.
* Worth It (6k) smut
Summary: Turns out the only thing more uncomfortable than sitting through class with a half-woody and a pair of panties wedged up your ass is doing it while your panties are soaking wet from your brother’s mouth. (Sam is 14).
The Little Spoon (2k) smut
Summary: To his horror, Sam discovers that he’s a stealth!snuggler.
Mystery Flavor (2k)
Summary: Sam and Dean play a game from their childhood, but it has unforeseen consequences.
Take A Hard Turn (36k) smut
Summary: When the world changes Dean and Sam Winchester struggle to keep up, but through all the twists and turns they’ve had one constant: each other.
The Psychology of Genetic Sexual Attraction (49k) smut
Summary: This story begins in 2001 in a garage in Palo Alto when 18-year old Stanford student, Sam Sharma plucks up the courage to ask car mechanic, Dean Cooper, out for a cup of coffee. Their attraction is instantaneous and overwhelming, and the relationship that develops seems perfect. Except nothing is really perfect, and this particular love story started a long time before Sam and Dean even met.
* Gonna Get It (1k) dirty talk
Summary: Dean’s had enough of Sam’s misbehaviour.
Baba O’Riley and Eleanor Rigby Walk Into a Bar (33k) smut
Summary: AU: Mary never died and if the supernatural exists, it leaves the Winchesters alone.
Words For Snow (4k)
Summary: After the Apocalypse is averted, the brothers make the best of things. AU from mid-season 4.
Last Outpost of All That Is (59k) smut
Summary: The world begins with the interruption of a sleep. Which is why wakefulness is the only proof of existence. And why the world is fragmented and cannot achieve fullness. And why it constantly seeks to reconstruct fullness. In vain, because the discontinuous will never pass over into the continuous. Mathematics tells us that, last outpost of all that is.
For Keeps For Good Forever (7k) smut
Summary: AU after the very end of All Hell Breaks Loose 2. Dean doesn’t tell Sam about the deal.
Last Day on Earth (13k) smut
Summary: Sam has a cut that gets infected with a monster’s poisonous blood that kills you within 24 hours. This is basically Sam’s last day alive with Dean.
Feels Like The First Time (29k) smut
Summary: The first time was just a fluke. The second first time? A big misunderstanding. But the third first time? Now wait just a damn minute…
Dark Side of the Moon (25k) smut
Summary: This doesn’t have a summary but basically Dean gets cursed, making him blind and deaf, and Sam has to try to find a way to break the curse.
Captured By The Game (54k) smut
Summary: AU. Azazel has given his favourite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.
For Now We See Through a Glass, Darkly (15k) smut
Summary: In which Dean is a dark glass, holding no more than shadows and the flickering reflection of Sam’s bloodied light…
The Truth In The Lie (63k) smut
Summary: Sam and Dean pretend to be gay lovers while they hunt a monster on a bus tour of Nova Scotia. Oh, yes, it has all those clichés and more!
A List of Typos Made by God (44k) smut
Summary: The summer before Sam leaves for Stanford, Dean begins to forget his relationship with Sam. Every morning he remembers less, and Sam is just waiting for the day Dean forgets him completely.
A Thousand Touches (32k) smut
Summary: Sam stopped talking when he was a kid. Dean just got used to it, after all, Sam’s his kid-brother. Their relationship is based on notes, nods and touches. But there are thousands of touches in a lifetime – and just maybe that changes things.
* Pretty Little Thing (6k) smut
Summary: Teenager Dean goes to a Halloween party for some fun, he spots a pretty little thing and chases her all evening, flirting, and eventually cornering her. Once his got his hands on her though he realizes she is actually a he, but he’s fine with that. Sam snuck out after Dean just because he could, he picked a costume he knew Dean would never recognize him in. After spending the evening being chased by his brother Sam ends up in a semi public place with Dean all over him. Sam’s stupid crush on his own brother is not helping matters either.
This Ominous Bird of Yore (15k) smut
Summary: Sam and Dean find themselves in Reynolds, Maine – a town that seems to have fallen victim to a 160 year old curse with famous roots.
In A Heart Beat (4k)
Summary: Sam is still planning to save Dean from his deal and he remembers the first time Dean would have died or killed for him.
Wyoming Series (53k)
Summary: Sam, Dean, and Castiel have retired from hunting and live together in Wyoming.
The Sleeping Habits of Dean and Sam Winchester (1k)
Summary: Dean and Sam have been sleeping in the same bed for years, and occasionally run into complications due to size and space.
Four Times Sam and Dean Pretended to be in a Relationship- One Time They Didn’t (2k)
Summary: (See title)
Fumbling in the Dark: Love Advice For the Romantically Impaired (72k) smut
Summary: True Love really is blind…
Five Times Dean Kissed Sam (500 words)
Summary: Five, eight, twelve, eighteen, and twenty-five. Five important kisses that Sam will never forget.
So Much for the Afterglow (The Sam Tries to Knock Sense Into Dean Remix) (2k)
Summary: Sometimes getting through to Dean is like talking to a brick wall, but Sam’s gotta keep trying.
The Real Miracle of Christmas (7k) smut
Summary: After an argument over having their first real Christmas in the Bunker, Dean goes down to the storerooms to clear his head. Instead, he finds himself on a journey to a Christmas from his past, and one from his future that leads him to his ultimate and forever destination: back to Sam.
The Prince of Peace (4k) smut
Summary: After the events of “Form and Void,” Sam and Dean take one night to rest before the real work begins. “Remember when I gave you purpose, and you gave me a home?”
Windfall for the non-believer (35k) smut
Summary: After Sam’s first Hell flashback, he and Dean work a job that means posing as a couple in a planned community.
Switch (36k) smut
Summary: Basically Sam and Jared switch places.
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