N°35 in the JIBWEEK 2018 photo spam – Saturday Afternoon: Jensen
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Sully coming back to check on Sam and meeting Jack who is his adorable curious self and Sully telling him all about Sam watching as Jack eyes grow wide with awe at every tale Sully tells of Sam and Dean proving to him that they are the greatest heroes ever.
can u imagine sam and dean on a hunt that involves an animal shelter somehow, a place that tries its best but doesnt have enough space or resources
and theres this one really scared dog that never lets anyone near him but he warms up to sam and over the duration of the hunt they bond
and when the hunt is over and all the dogs are safe and the volunteers have thanked sam and dean,
sam goes over to say goodbye to that old dog and its like he knows. he looks so tired. and sam understands so well in a way he cant put into words. and he knows he has to leave and they cant take him home and he curses himself for being so predictable and he just breaks down with his fingers clinging to the kennel the dog is in. and the dog is whimpering and licking sams fingers and pressing up against sam and its making it so hard to say goodbye until sam is just bawling for the first time in years and everything hes kept inside for so long is coming out
and dean walks into that scene and his heart pulls because he wants to help sam and he wants to help the dog and adopt him but he cant 😦 they dont have the kind of life where they can look after an animal but he sees the rawness in sam and for the first time in his whole life hopes they dont have to go out swinging
#this was painful on like 8 different levels #not just because sAM U UNSELFISH BOY #but also because sam knows that this is a no-win scenario #asking jack to kill him is… traumatizing #jack LOVES sam. he says so like 5 seconds later. #and sam is asking him to carry the burden of killing him #BY HAND #LOOKING INTO HIS FACE #and sam hATES doing that of COURSE he does #but it’s good that jack gets to live at all right? right??? #‘i hate asking this of you i’m so sorry’ #‘i know this is going to hurt you too but you gotta kill me’ #‘i know it hurts to hurt something you love’ #’but it’ll be worth it ok? it’ll be worth it.’ #ugh sammy you big beautiful angel you (via @ozonecologne)

















