have any angst filled wincest fics you could recommend?

wincestuwu:

If I Ever Lose My Faith in You by JustineDelarge
Dean throwing away the amulet left a deeper wound in Sam than Dean realized.

Sacredness in Tears by queerly_it_is
Dean gets sick and feverish, then loses the ability to control his emotions. A whole lotta repression gets undone real fast.

Ashes by themegalosaurus
Since the trials, Dean won’t touch Sam, and Sam doesn’t know why.

The Day After by alyssa_39
Dean’s been off all day, but when Sam comes back to the motel room after picking up lunch, he can tell something is really wrong.

In The Long Run by WincestSounds (Cammerel)
Sam is the older brother and he still left for Stanford, leaving his brother to fend alone with John. He comes back and Dean is… different.

The Child Corrupted by lexicale
Sam grew up in Master Azazel’s house – he doesn’t know any different kind of world. When a hunter named Dean Winchester frees him, he doesn’t even know that he’s free. In his mind, he merely has a new master. Dean, of course, is oblivious.

well so if we’re on the fic recs, i am pretty sure i’ve seen you reply to this before but i don’t know how i tagged it or if i reblogged it. do you have wincest hurt comfort (preferably hurt!sam comforting!dean? ) Thank you love <333

wellcometothedarkside:

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hi yaelstiel here we go, some hurt!Sammy with protective!Dean, and please, check tipsysam blog, if I’m correct, Hanna has a lot of hurt!sam in her fic-rec tag and she’s wonderful.


Dictionary for a Dead Language by britomart_is Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later, Lucifer is gone and
the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once traversed is a
burnt-out ruin of its former self — not to mention the damage done to
Lucifer’s vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of domestic bliss with a
brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked Dean has no reason to
believe that happy endings exist for men like the Winchesters.

Pins & Needles by theashopmuses A
lot can change in an instant. Six months ago, Sam was injured in the
course of a hunt that went terribly wrong. Now, there’s something in the
woods of Michigan’s upper peninsula, stalking, beating, and killing
people in the tiny town of Big Bay. A retired hunter calls Sam and Dean
in to investigate, but they’re also still dealing with the aftermath of
that hunt-gone-wrong, and the effect it’s had on their relationship.

The Three Kings Verse by cosmic_medusa. N/A: When I saw Sam sneaking out behind a dumpster to drink demon blood, I said aloud “oh…he’s an addict.” And,
dealing with a loved one with addiction, it completely seized me. I love
the show as a whole, and I suppose I long for a family as loving and
open as the one I’ve attempted to create below, trying to base it
completely off of the amazing canon themes of family Kripke created. As a
blanket statement, please be alert to themes of drug abuse, alcoholism,
child abuse, addiction, depression, and anxiety. I have done my best to
address these themes with honesty, but also humor, and much, much love,
which is what we’re all looking for, no matter what our issues and
across all vices.

Stay The Distance by lazy_daze. (S/6)  Sam is dependent on Dean’s touch and closeness after
the wall falls – Dean’s presence reminds him of why he chose to wake up,
and keeps the memories at bay, allowing Sam to function. The brothers
have to face up to what happens when their Winchester codependency
becomes literal, and the physical, spatial and temporal boundaries of
their bond blur the line between familiar and suffocating, comforting
and limiting

Deeper Than Skin by Meigun-Blaze: When a sudden snowstorm has Sam remembering Hell and his body
temperature dropping, Dean has to get him warm again, using any means
necessary

Under Sufferance by veronamay From this prompt on blindfold_spn:  Sam/Dean,
touch-starvation.  Besides other things, Lucifer touch-starves Sam in
Hell as punishment (Sam did fall in the Pit with his entire body and
all…). Once out, Sam cannot bring himself to ask Dean despite how
badly he needs it. Dean needs to realize what Sam’s problem is, and how
to get himself to help, since constant touching doesn’t exactly come
naturally to him.
Set between seasons 5 and 6.

Consider the Hairpin Turn Masterpost by cherie_morte : AU of 6×22: Sam’s wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have
splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess
and be happy, Sam knows he can’t stay while Dean needs him. But when the
Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam
leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him. What he finds is a
life he doesn’t remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and
has for years), a law career he thought he’d left behind at Stanford,
and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is
almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his
brother’s voice calling to him, begging him to wake up

Under The Falling Sky by slf630 For this prompt at the kink meme: After leaving the chapel, Sam and Dean get into the backseat of the impala.
At first it’s just big brother mode Dean making sure Sammy is okay, but
it slowly turns sexual as Dean realizes how close he got to losing his
little brother. Lots of kissing, gentle sex because Sam is pretty beat
up, cookie points if you pay homage to the season 3 finale with comments
such as “I got you”.

General Shooting and its sequel Making it through by callistosh65. mild R of the Sam/Dean variety – which is mostly because Sam is not feeling well and Dean has a potty mouth.
Dean: “Sammy, I need you to be honest with me from here on out, man.”
Sam: “You’re right. And I will be.”
-8.17. Goodbye Stranger-

Two souls!verse (WIP) by mlebayre This is mostly AU. I’ve taken cannon and events from all four seasons, but they are more references than
spoilers. In this verse Sam never dies, so Dean never makes his deal

Invisible line by: TiTivillus  
Cole’s first mistake
was going after Dean. His second mistake- the one that would cost him
his life- was hurting Sammy. Season 10, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean (sunshinesamwinchester  I’m still searching for season 10 fics,maybe this can works for you?)

clusterjam:

Something I said on twitter before the episode aired that ended up ringing true…

Cast/Crew interviews are not meant for us. When EW or TVLine or the like get the chance to interview the cast or the showrunners, the spoilers they are giving to those outlets are NOT meant for those of us deeply entrenched in the fandom. We already know TOO MUCH. That’s why when Dabb says things like (paraphrased) “YOU’LL BE SO SHOCKED BY THE FINALE!” It is important to remember that he isn’t talking to us.

He is talking to the general audience. Those people who are interested in the show enough to read an article about it but not enough to follow set updates or look into meta and foreshadowing too much. 

We are too close to the show to get really ANY new information from those types of interviews (except for maybe the comic-con ones as the season really hasn’t started filming much by then and the writers have to give some info about their plans for the seasons).

So, were we surprised by Michael!Dean? Not particularly. But I’m betting LOADS of casual viewers were shocked. 

I don’t know if that helps at all with anyone who was disappointed by the lack of shock value, but maybe in the future it’ll be easier to discount anyone’s interviews saying it’s gonna SHOCK US? lol idk