semirahrose:

Now that we know Jack believes Cas to be his father, his calling Sam “father,” rather insistently, TWICE, at the beginning of 13.01 is even more adorable. Like, he saw Sam and just thought, “You are big and warm and kind and soft and gentle. Momma told me there’d be a guy who’d watch over me. This huge, beautiful cinnamon roll of a man must be him.” Same, Jack. Same.

semirahrose:

Sam doesn’t know whether he wants his mom to be alive with Lucifer or dead and at peace, because he knows what it’s like to be trapped with the man, knows that it’s like to plead for death and not receive it. Knows that voice and those hands and the kind of torment Lucifer can inflict—knows only too well the soul of the creature who created the first demons and imbued them with such cruelty.

Half of him wants Mary to be gone, wants her to never have to know what Lucifer can do to a human body (and a human soul), but she’s his mom, and the rest of him desperately wants to see her again.