The “my little random moments of pleasure” series
A little study in drinking – SN: 13×12
Tag: 13×12
— 13.12
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13×12//Various & Sundry Villains
Sam actually emphasizes with Rowena bc he KNOWS what it feels like to be abused by Lucifer. He’s admitted how much he thinks about it and how he doesn’t even know how to deal with it. My heart hurts so much bc despite always trying to push it down, Sam’s never become abusive and aggressive and he’s such a beautiful soul. He’s so strong and I’m so proud of him. I’m so glad this season is allowing a look into Sam’s emotions.
I know what Rowena is dealing with. She’s not the only one that feels helpless.
Sam is pulling on ALL the heartstrings tonight
(via phoenixaburnsred)
No apocalypse. No plan. No need for them to power through the next case. And Sam is just unraveling slowly. It’s beautiful. Thank you Steve Yockey and Davy Perez.
This is why Sam doesn’t talk about the cage to anyone. As someone who’s been abused, it’s hard to talk about it to someone who cannot even fathom what that traumatic experience is like.
I’m SO glad Sam found someone he could open up to, even if it was Rowena. And it was good to see Rowena be vulnerable and admit she’s scared shitless. This was very healthy for both of them.
Can I just *sobs, clears throat*
Let me talk about Sam Fucking Winchester for a second. Sam has been betrayed, tortured, lied to, hurt mentally and physically beyond all imagining, possessed (repeatedly), disbelieved, ignored, taunted, manipulated, and cut down in every way a human can be by both enemies and allies, and he’s still walking on two feet and using words when he himself admits no words will suffice for what he has experienced. That’s badass, but it’s not what I’m on about.
Sam has experienced the literal worst all beings mortal and otherwise have to offer. He’s seen the darkest side of humanity on the daily. Somehow, he still has room aplenty for love and empathy and faith in people—or at least hope for their better natures.
And best of all, he still has that flicker of fire in him—for himself, for what Rowena experienced. He does things not because they’re advantageous but because they’re right, and they might help someone who has suffered greatly take back a shred of control.
(And because the devil deserves a good solid kick in the ass.)
I’m so emotional about Sam letting Rowena have the page and hoping she’ll hunt Lucifer down