boykingsqueen:

My Jared photo op!!♡ | Chicon 2017

Wanted to add my story on it separately so just the photo can be reblogged lol

So I found this pose from a photo op on here forever ago, I had the pic on my phone but I wasn’t sure if they were gonna let me show him it or if I was even gonna be allowed to have my phone. And I knew I couldn’t explain this to him (that’s a lot of talking to Jared, a very hard thing for me haha). Luckily the volunteers are super understanding and will hold the phone and show him the pic so to be sure you’re not actually trying to record anything. They took my phone and showed the pic to him for like a second, I could tell he really didn’t see it so he just put his hand behind my back and asked if I wanted him to dip me? I was like wait no and reached for me phone (sorry for holding up the line lol. I was set on this and somehow was brace enough to stand up to the authority of creation) so I reached for my phone and the volunteer brings it back but she had accidentally clicked off the picture, so I had to stand there for a couple of seconds with Jared’s hand on my back while I brought it back up and showed it to him (no complaints here though). He looked at it, grabbed my hand and laced his fingers with mine, and then gave me a stare I swear I will remember for the rest of my life. His eyes are beautiful (as I have said and will always say) and his expression was so kind. I’m cheesin so hard because 1) we’ll it’s Jared, and 2) I was more than a little nervous. He pulled me in for a tight hug after we were done, which I was not expecting at all!! That moment, I felt so safe? Just so safe and happy and I could smell his cologne and just he means so much to me, this photo turned out better than I I imagined.