Sixteen-year-old Sam Winchester seems hell-bent on spending his entire winter break sulking and feeding his inner freak until he comes across a list of New Year’s Resolutions he wrote the year prior. This was a new year and he was a new Sam. He needed a new list.
My Comments:
This was my gift at the@spnj2xmas and words cannot express how much I love it. Its so evocative of how miserable it can be to be a teenager, and how your emotions just jump about all over the place. And it’s also hot as hell!
Summary: When John gets a call to investigate a series of grisly animal killings, he drops Sam and Dean at an abandoned cabin two towns over. The boys find ways to keep busy — playing cards, watching movies, chopping wood — but with a howling winter storm on the way, there’s nowhere for Sam to hide his illicit feelings for his older brother. As the lure of desire threatens to devour him, Sam must learn to face the wolves that lurk outside and the monsters within.
My comments: I raved about this story when I first read it, and it definitely makes my 2017 list. This story is everything I want in first time Weecest – angsty, possessive boys who are so wrapped up in each other that nothing else matters. It’s also beautifully written and super evocative of the winter environment it’s set in – a perfect read at this time of year.
Sam is glaring at him and Dean is puzzled for half a second before he realizes: this Sam and Dean aren’t there yet. It’ll take two more years, a demon deal reaching cash-in, and a bottle of whisky – the good kind, no time left to waste on the bad shit – before they get there. Right now, it’s still just sideways looks and godawful tension, sitting a bit too close and lingering a little too long.
My Comments:
I’m such a sucker for stories like this – older Sam and Dean meet their younger counterparts, and can’t resist. This is a wonderful exploration of their relationship and characters as well, all wrapped up in lovely hot porn.
Summary: Sam has never been able to hold onto Dean the way he wants to. He tries. It’s never enough.
My comments:
We both had the same prompt for @wincestwritingchallenge for this, and it was so unfair, because this was so much better than mine. Angsty, desperate, jealous Sammy desperately trying to attract Dean’s attention is so my jam.
“Cas wonders, as he often does, if he should tell Sam that he knows what it really is that he needs. He decides that tonight, after all these years, he finally will. They’re not getting any younger, after all, and he’s mainly stayed out of it because he didn’t truly believe that two people so singularly and utterly devoted could be that stubborn and obtuse. It’s maddening, and it almost seems purposeful, how they ignore each others’ signals, like they each have that secret locked down so tight (out of shame, probably, or guilt), each other’s light can’t get through. It’s tragic, almost, if he’s being completely honest.” Coda to 12×11: Regarding Dean.
My comments:
This is one of the fics that remind me of why I loved Cas as a character, and still love him when he’s written right (i.e. not on the show). This is the Cas who loves the Winchesters, who agonises over what to do for the best for them. It’s also one of the best late-season Wincest fics I’ve ever read; focusing on their bond and what they mean to each other in a way that’s utterly beautiful.
Sam wakes up in a strange bed, a strange apartment, and living in domestic bliss with Dean and a dog named Mothra. Obviously, either he’s lost his mind or all of this is a dream.
My comments:
This is my favourite of Paula’s fics this year. I love the world that’s created for Sam, and the ending hurt so, so good for such a gentle fic. I wanted Sam to have this so bad…
Sam’s “normal” life dissolves when his brother mysteriously returns from the dead. But when Dean came back, Benny the vampire wasn’t the only thing that came back with him. Now Sam is in a race against time to save his brother. This is one race that Sam refuses to lose.
This is NOT just a smutty story. This explains why Wincest is beautiful, loving, and right. Ever wonder how Dean started talking dirty? The genesis is in the way Sam and Dean allow their feelings for each other to become physical. Sam is nearly 17, Dean is nearly 21.This story has dirty talk, all the feels you can handle, infinite love, well-developed original characters, and a rich plot that develops into a nail-biting narrative, with the best kind of hurt/comfort. SPOILERS for seasons 1-6.
Sam had known how Dean felt about him when he’d left for Stanford. His own feelings weren’t so clear. He’d needed time away from it all, hunting, his father, and especially Dean. It took him five years and a degree he hadn’t planned on to realize there was only one person he wanted to share his life with. He’d never considered the possibility that Dean would move on without him…or that something could happen that would erase him from his brother’s life completely.
When John finds his sons in a compromising position, he’s disgusted and he sends Dean away, hiding his youngest son from his eldest until Sam leaves his sight to break off and hunt on his own. Unexpected circumstances bring them back together and Dean will do all his power to make sure they stay that way.
In Jefferson, Texas a man ends a generations-old curse and saves all the town’s children, but completely loses his memory in the process. When it’s discovered that he’s a wanted criminal, the town comes together to conceal him out of gratitude for what he’s done for them, giving him an apartment, a job and a whole new life. It takes seven months for Sam to find Dean, and when he finally does, he has to adapt to being around a man who has no idea that he used to be Sam’s brother.
(Larry & Lynda, 1.08) “Let me just say, we accept homeowners of any race, religion, color, or… sexual orientation.” “Let me just say, that we accept homeowners of any race, religion, color, or… sexual orientation.”
(Dean, 1.11) “You’ve always known what you want. And you go
after it. You stand up to Dad. And you always have. Hell, I wish
I—anyway… I admire that about you. I’m proud of you, Sammy.”
(John & Sam, 1.22) “Killing this demon comes first, before me, before everything.”
“No, sir. Not before everything.”
(Dean & Sam, 2.07) “What do you think, Scully?” “I’m not Scully, you’re Scully.” “No, I’m Mulder. You’re a red-headed woman.”
(Dean, 2.09)
“You make a move on him, you’ll be dead before you hit the ground.”
(Sam & Dean, 2.09) “It’s over for me. It doesn’t have to be over for you. You can keep going!” “What if I don’t want to?!“
(Henrikson & Dean, 2.12) “Yeah, I know about Sammy. The Bonnie to your Clyde.” “Yeah, well, that part’s true”
(Bobby & Dean, 2.15) “You’re bickering like an old married couple.” “No, see married couples can get divorced. Me and him, we’re like, uh, Siamese twins.”
(Molly & Sam, 2.16) “Right before, we were having the dumbest fight. It was the only
time we ever really argued, when we were stuck in the car.” “Yeah, I know how that goes.” “You know the last thing I said to him? I called him a jerk.”
(Bobby & Dean, 2.22) “Something big is going down, end of the world big.” “Well, then let it end!“
(Dean, 2.22) “I’m gonna take care of you, I’m gonna take care
of you, I gotcha. That’s my job, right? Watch out for my pain in the ass
little brother?”
(Sam, 2.22) “I mean, you sacrifice everything for me. Don’t you think I’d do the
same for you? You’re my big brother. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for
you.”
(Sam & Tamara & Isaac, 3.01) “So, how long you two been married?” “Eight years this past June.” “The family that slays together…” “Right. I’m with you there.”
(Dean, 3.01) “Because I couldn’t live with you dead. Couldn’t do it.”
(Kyle & Sam, 3.05) “This guy, he… he killed my brothers. How would you feel?” “Can’t imagine anything worse.”
(Dean & Sam, 3.06) “Look at you, sticking up for your girlfriend. You cougar hound.” “Bite me.” “Hey, not if she bites you first.”
(Sam, 3.07) “I just wish you would drop the show and be my brother again. Cause…just cause.”
(Dean, 3.11) “Sammy, I get all tingly when you take control like that.”
(Trickster, 3.11) “This obsession to save Dean? The way you two keep sacrificing yourselves for each other?
[…] Dean’s your weakness.
And the bad guys know it, too.”
(Sam & Dean,
3.15) “Then, whatever the magic pill is, I’ll take it too!” “Oh, what is this? Sid and Nancy?”
(Dean, 3.16) “Sammy, all I’m saying, is that you’re my weak spot. You are, and I’m yours.”
(Dean, 3.16) “SAM! SAAAAM!!”
(Sam & a crossroads demon, 4.09) “I don’t want ten years. I don’t want one year. I don’t want candy! I want to trade places with Dean.”
“No.” “Just take me! It’s a fair trade!”
(Cara & Sam, 4.14) “Haven’t you ever been in a relationship where you really love somebody and still kinda wanted to bash their head in?” “Sounds like you’re speaking from experience.” […] “His name was Karl. We were married. […] I mean I loved him. Still do I guess
but… I don’t know. It’s like one day I looked up and I was living with a
stranger and… you know what I mean, right?” “I guess. Or, I don’t know, maybe.”
(Nick, 4.14) “I gave him what he needed. And it wasn’t some bitch in a G-string. It was you. A little brother that looked up to him”
(Dean, 5.04)
“Because whatever we have between us… love, family, whatever it is…”
(Dean, 5.04) “The point is…maybe we are each others Achilles heel.
Maybe they’ll find a way to use us against each other, I don’t know. I
just know we’re all we’ve got. More than that. We keep each other
human.”
(Hotel manager, 5.09)
“And at 4.30 there’s the ‘Homoerotic Subtext of Supernatural.‘”
(Dean & Castiel & Sam, 5.13)
“Really? Anna? I don’t believe it.” “It’s true.” “So she’s gone all Glenn Close, huh? That’s awesome.” “Who’s Glenn Close?” “No one, just this psycho bitch who likes to boil rabbits.” “So the plan to kill me, would it actually stop Satan?”
(Ash, 5.16)
“A few people share. Special cases. Whatnot. […] Aw you know, like, uh, soulmates.“
(Zachariah, 5.18)
“You know Sam and Dean Winchester are psychotically, irrationality, erotically codependent on each other right?”
(Dean & AU!Sam/Dean & Sam, 2.20 & 5.18) “Why are you doing this?”
“Because you’re still my (big) brother.”
(Castiel, 5.18) “I don’t have the same faith in you that Sam does.“
(Chuck, 5.22) “This is the stuff that’s important. The army man that Sam crammed in the
ashtray – it’s still stuck there. The Legos that Dean shoved into the
vents – to this day, heat comes on and they can hear ‘em rattle. These
are the things that make the car theirs – really theirs. Even when Dean
rebuilt her from the ground up, he made sure all these little things
stayed.”
Chuck, 5.22) “In between jobs, Sam and Dean would sometimes get a day – sometimes a
week, if they were lucky. […] They could go anywhere and do anything. They drove 1,000 miles
for an Ozzy show, two days for a Jayhawks game. And when it was clear,
they’d park her in the middle of nowhere, sit on the hood, and watch the
stars… for hours… without saying a word.”
(Sam, 5.22) “It’s okay, Dean, it’s gonna be okay. I got him.”
(Chuck, 5.22) “Dean didn’t want Cas to save him. Every part of him, every fiber he’s
got, wants to die, or find a way to bring Sam back. But he isn’t gonna
do either. Because he made a promise.”
(Chuck, 5.22) “I’d say this was a test… for Sam and Dean. And I think they did all
right. Up against good, evil, angels, devils,
destiny, and God himself, they made their own choice. They chose family.
And, well… isn’t that kinda the whole point?”
(Dean, 6.01) “So I’m dead? This is Heaven?”
(Sam & Dean, 6.01) “You finally had what you wanted, Dean.” “I wanted my brother. Alive.”
(Lisa, 6.06)
“You two have the most unhealthy, tangled-up, crazy thing I’ve ever seen.“
(Veritas, 6.06)
“Mallory to your Mickey.”
(Dean & Sam, 6.15) “Yeah, but here, you got a pretty good life. I mean, back home, the hits
have been coming since you were 6 months old. You got to admit, being
a bazillionare, married to Ruby, the whole package. It’s no contest.” “No, you know, you were right. We just don’t mean the same thing here.
I mean, we’re not even brothers here, man.” “All right, then. Let’s get our crazy show back home.”
(Sam & Dean, 6.15) [Sam knocks on the wall.] “Solid. It’s real. Nice.” “Yeah. Yeah, real, moldy, termite-eaten home sweet home. Chock full of
crap that wants to skin you. Oh, and, uh, we’re broke again.” “Yeah. But, hey… at least we’re talking.“
(Sam, 6.22) “I was with two guys. One was like a male model type, and the other was an older guy named Bobby.”
(Balthazar, 6.22) “How’s Sleeping Beauty? You didn’t steal any kisses, I trust?”
(Tortured!Sam & Sam, 6.22) “Why is this so important to you?” “You know me. You know why. I’m not leaving my brother alone out there.”
(Sam & Don & Maggie, Sam & Dean, 7.05) “See? Guys, guys… You’re talking.
All these years, you… you buried your anger and your
disappointment till it tore you apart. All you needed to do was talk.” “He’s right. I couldn’t kill you. All I ever wanted is you, Mags. I’ve
been crushing on you since forever. You’re the woman that I want to
never grow old with.” “I could never murder you either, Don. It’s crazy… But true.” […] “Hey, were you, um, were you listening to the Starks tonight?” “Uh, a little, when I wasn’t getting slammed into a wall or stung by bees.” “You notice how they, uh, you know, how they… how they opened up, got everything off their chest?” “Yeah. Kudos on selling them that crap.” “It wasn’t crap, Dean. It worked.”
(Dean, 7.06) “Sammy. Not Sammy.”
(Leviathan!Sam, 7.06) “You could be anything. You’re strong, uninhibited, smart enough, believe it or not, but you’re so caught up in being good and taking care of each other.”
(Dean, 8.03) “I know where I’m at my best, and that is right here, driving down crazy street next to you.”
(Mrs. Holmes, 8.03) “I don’t think he could bear the thought of life without me. That’s why he drove off that bridge.”
(Michael, 8.04)
“Is it just me or are you getting a workplace romance vibe from those two?”
(Kate & Michael & Brian, Dean, 8.04) “I’m pretty sure that FBI agents don’t say “awesome” that much.
You know? And they definitely don’t hunt and kill college kids.” “Did… did they say anything else?” “Dude, they just sat and talked about how they have been apart for a
year. You were probably right about that whole office-romance thing.” […] “Do I really say “awesome” a lot?”
(Sam & Amelia, 8.05) “You have no idea where you’re going, either, do you?” “No. Not really.” “And that’s because you have no one. I mean, at all, right? I mean, that’s why you’re… here, in this place.” “I used to… have someone, I mean. But that’s over now. It’s gone. You know what that’s like, don’t you?”
(Dean & Sam, 8.10) “What do you want to hear, Sam? That I was
wrong? Fine. I was wrong. Okay? But if you’d have just heard me out, if
you’d have trusted me, all of this could have been avoided.” “You didn’t want me to trust you. You wanted me to trust Benny, and I can’t do that.” “Right. Okay, well, then, what the hell do we do now?” “That depends. It depends on you. On whether or not you’re done with him.”
(Dean, 8.14) “I want you to get out. I want you to have a life, become a Man of
Letters, whatever. You, with a wife and kids, and
grandkids, living till you’re fat and bald and chugging Viagra… that
is my perfect ending.”
(Dean & Sam, 8.14) “Sam, be smart.” “I am smart, and so are
you. You’re not a grunt, Dean. You’re a genius. When it comes to lore
you’re the best damn hunter I have ever seen, better than me, better
than dad. I believe in you, Dean. So, please, please believe in me,
too.”
(Dean, 8.23)
“There is nothing, past or present, that I would put in front of you.”
(Ezekial/Gadreel as Dean, 9.01)
“I made you a promise, in that church. You and me. Come whatever.”
(Ezekial/Gadreel as Dean, 9.01)
“There ain’t no me, if there ain’t no you.“
(Jody, 9.08) “Come on.
You and Dean?
That’s something special, don’t you think?”
(Castiel & Sam, 9.11)
“Sam, the trials. You chose not to go through with them for a reason,
didn’t you? You chose to live rather than to sacrifice yourself.
You and Dean, you chose each other.”
“Yeah, I did. We did.”
(Alonso, 9.13)
“Hey, new guy. Quit flirtin’ with the trainer and keep scoopin’, huh?”
(Dean, 9.23) “I’m proud of us.”
(Sam, 10.02)
“I don’t care. Because you’re my brother and I’m here to take you home.”
(Sam, 10.03) “Come back. […] Come back to me.”
(Dean, 10.03)
“What did Sam say? Does he want a divorce?”
(Castiel, 10.03) “It’d take a lot more than trying to kill Sam with a hammer to make him want to walk away.”
(Dean & Sam, 10.04)
“I never even said thank you, so…” “You don’t ever have to say that, not to me.”
(Dean & Marie, 10.05)
“Why are they standing so close together?” “Reasons.” “You know they’re brothers, right?” “Well, duh but, subtext.”
(Dean, 10.05)
“I don’t need a symbol to remind me how I feel about my brother.”
(Marie as Sam & Sam, 10.05) “The two of us against the world!” “What she said.”
(Heddy & Beverly, 10.06) “I knew those boys were trailer trash the moment they rolled up in that American-made.” “Not to mention homosexuals.” “Homosexual murderers. Like Leopold and Loeb.”
(Sam, 10.12) “Look, man… do I wish the mark was gone? Yes, of course. Absolutely, I do, but… I wanted you back.”
(Sam, 10.18)
“This is my life. I love it. But I can’t do it without my brother. I
don’t want to do it without my brother. And if he’s gone, then I
don’t…”
(Sam, 10.18) “If there’s a cure, we’ll do it and deal with the consequences later. I can’t lose you.”
(Sam, 10.23) “You will never, ever hear me say that you—the real you—is anything but good.”
(Dean, 10.23) “Close your eyes. [A tear runs down Sam’s face as he continues to look up at Dean.]
Sammy, close your eyes.”
(Sam, 10.23) “Take these. And one day, when you find your way back.
Let these be your guide. And they can help you remember what it was to
be good. What it was to love.”
(Sam & Dean, 11.01) “I unleashed a force on this world that could destroy it, to save you.” “And I told you not to.” “And I’d do it again. In a second, I would do it again.”
(Sam, 11.04)
“We are home.“
(Lucifer & Sam, 11.10) “No wait, here’s my personal favorite, is you doing every stupid thing
you could to cure the Mark, even after you knew it would go bad.” “My brother was dying!” “Yes! And you’d do anything to save him. And he’d do anything to save
you. And that is the problem. […] you’re so overcome by guilt that you can’t stand to
lose Dean again and he could never lose you, and so instead of choosing
the world you choose each other, no matter how many innocent people die.”
(Dean, 11.11)
“All that matters now, all that’s ever mattered, is that we’re together.“
(Sam, 11.16) “The nest messes with their victim’s head, shows them things they love, parts of their soul in distress.”
(Sam & Dean, 11.16) “You said the soul eater made you see things, plural. So, what else did you see?” “I saw you, dead on the floor.” “How messed up are our lives, that you seeing a vision of dead-me is actually kind of comforting?”
(Dean, 11.17) “Bring him back. Bring him back and take me instead.”
(Michelle, 11.17)
“I watched the man I love die. There’s no normal after that.”
(Dean & Cesar, 11.19) “You guys fight just like brothers. Almost as bad as us.” “Well, it’s more like an old married couple.”
(Dean, 11.20)
“I’m not leaving you, ever!”
(Dean & Sam, 11.23) “C’mon, you know the drill. No chick flick moments, c’mon.” “Yeah, you love chick flicks.” “Yeah, you’re right I do, come here.”
(Dean, 11.23)
“I need him, he needs me.“
(Dean, 12.01) “Listen, bitch. I don’t care who you are, I don’t care what you want. You have my brother. […]
Now, I’m gonna give you one chance, just one, to hand Sam back.
[…] You think you can run from me? Try it. Because when I find you, and I
will find you, if he is not in one piece, I will take you apart. You
understand me? [Lady Toni hangs up, Dean snaps Gregory’s cellphone in half.]”
(Mary & Dean, 12.02) “Sam had a chance to get out, and he came back?” “When Dad disappeared, Sam and I looked around and something became very
clear. The only thing we had in this world, the only thing aside from
this car, was each other.”
(Dean & Sam, 12.06) “He’s more of a, uh… animated Japanese erotica chick.” “Don’t tell her that!” “Tell her what?” “It’s Jody, man.” “Dude, be proud of your hobbies. It makes you who you are.”
(Dean & Billie, 12.06) [Dean is pounding on the door, trying to get in.] “Sam. Sammy! Hey!” “You can huff and puff, but that house is on supernatural lockdown. They can’t even hear you.” “Hunters are dying in there.” “Everyone dies.” “You got in there. You got in there to reap that soul. You can get me in.” “But it’s a one-way ticket. And you’re gonna owe me one.” [The door glows and Dean tumbles through it and rolls into the room.] “Where’s my brother?!”
(Dean, 12.07) “We’re the brothers that rock together.”
(Dean, 12.09) “Being locked in that cell, with nothing? I’ve been to hell, this was worse.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) ”Dean, do you remember HBO?” ”Uh…” ”Cinemax?” ”Skinemax?” ”Great, alright, come here. We’re just gonna sit you right here.” “Is this like, live Skinemax?”
(Dean, 12.11) [Sam screams in pain.] “S-Sam?”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) “I can’t believe you rode Larry.” “Hey, I was awesome on that bull. I was like a God.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) “Just, you know, some of the things we’ve done, we’ve had this weight for- forever. And seeing it gone, you looked happy.“ “Look, was it nice to drop our baggage? Yeah, maybe. Hell, probably. But it wasn’t just the crap that got lost, I mean it was everything. It was us. It was what we do, you know? All of it. So… that’s what being happy looks like? I think I’ll pass.“
(Dean, 12.14) “Sammy? Lucy?!”
(Sam & Dean, 12.15)
“Dude, why don’t you take a shower and change your clothes, you’ve been wearing the same pair of boxers for four days.” “Okay, one, weird that you know how much underwear I’ve packed…” “That’s what’s weird about this?”
(Dean & Sam, 12.15)
“Alright, let’s get to it then.” “Yeah, that’s fine, um… after you get cleaned up.” “I got baby wipes in the car.” “Dude! Dean, I’m serious man. You smell like roadkill.” “That’s ‘cause I do all the heavy lifting. … Alright, but I’m using that fancy shampoo you keep hidden from me.”
(Gwen, Sam & Dean, 12.15) “Why couldn’t I just tell him the truth? I didn’t, I lied. I lied to make things easier.” […] “Either way, I shouldn’t have lied to you and I’m sorry, man, I” “Well, okay.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.15)
“Every job we’ve worked in the last two weeks, they’ve all come from the British Men of Letters.” “Really.” “Yeah, I didn’t tell you because I know how much you hate them.” “No, we hate them. Us. Together.”
(Mick & Sam & Dean, 12.16) “Kendrick’s is the largest collection of occult lore in the world.” “Cool.” [Dean gives ultimate bitchface.]
(Mick & Sam, 12.16) “Booked us all suites.” “Wait, you… we’re in separate rooms?”
(Dean, 12.16) “Yeah. Sam’s best friend. They’re like nerd soulmates.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.22) “Is this how you pictured it? The end?” “You know it’s not. I always thought we’d go out like Butch and Sundance style. Blaze of glory.”
(Dean & Sam, 12.22) “You come back.” “Promise.” “Bitch.” “Jerk.”
Comparisons, parallels, direct lines, feel free to add to this list.
the college Au will be in another post, gimme a few days, please! hope you can find something there, happy Sunday!
My Heart Don’t Beat the Way it Used ToJared and Jensen have been best friends forever, and nothing’s going to ever change that, not even senior slump, or college anxieties, or even Jared getting an annoying cheerleader girlfriend. Or so Jensen thought.
Smells Like Team Spirit from this prompt: Jensen is a cheerleader and Jared is – well, a jock is the norm, but I really don’t care if he’s just a normal student (might actually prefer it). Jensen for whatever reason wears a skirt (not full on drag, please, panties are very nice though) and Jared can’t stop staring at his thighs. Lots of UST, slight touches that are never enough and Jared ending up fingering Jensen somewhere public (whether people notice them or not)
A Certain Smile It’s 1958. Jared is the high school superstar: all-round athlete, straight A-student, and one half of the most popular couple in town. Jensen is the teen rebel, all motorcycles, hot rods and rock ‘n’ roll. When Jared’s life veers closer to the edge, he finds Jensen waiting for him there. The collision is inevitable.
Because Happiness Is YouWhen he’s sixteen, Jensen figures out he’s gay. One and a half years later, he figures out he’s in love with his best friend.
Underneath This Texas SkyBased on the movie Can’t Buy Me Love. Money can buy popularity, but… For Jensen, he just wanted to be a part of the cool crowd. When the star quarterback, Jared, needs help, Jensen sees his chance. What he gets is more than he bargained for.
we must reinvent love With high school graduation less than two weeks away, best friends Jared and Jensen find themselves scrambling to tie up a few loose ends before they’re forced into adulthood. Jared ropes Jensen into helping him get the alcohol for Sandy’s graduation party, and what should be a simple night of partying ends up turning into a series of mishaps and misunderstandings that all come to head when Jensen finally tells Jared the secret he wasn’t ever planning on spilling. If high school has to end, they’re going out with a bang. (A J2 spin on the movie Superbad.)
Crush Jensen’s got a reputation to uphold. When a new guy shows up at school and won’t spare him a second glance, Jensen sees it as a challenge. It gets a little complicated when Jensen finds out he might sort of like the guy.
No Apology NecessaryIt’s really all Jensen’s fault anyway, because, honestly, how can the guy expect to walk around being all sweet and funny and smart and young and cool and ‘call me Jensen’ in a high school and not have some hormones rage? Especially when he has the nerve to look like that and, on top of it, be the fucking librarian! The hot librarian! It was like porn waiting to happen and Jensen’s totally at fault for not seeing it coming.
I Sing For YouBased on the movie Camp. When Jared finds himself at Camp Ovation for the summer, a musical refuge for talented misfits, he gets a whole lot of drama. But then there’s Jensen, his roommate, who may become something more. PDF only.
With Benefits ‘Verse Jared’s the only sophomore on the Varsity soccer team, so he think he’s a little better than dirt, but Jensen Ackles might not agree. But that’s okay, because Jensen Ackles is a first-class douchebag.
Be Cool, Be Hard, Be Weird (It’s Just Four Years) Jared’s popular, but not too popular; Jensen’s quiet, but too quiet. When Jared forges on to befriend Jensen, he thinks it’ll just be a fun test of wills, but he gets more than he’d bargained for. They both do.
You’re a Real Fucking Page-TurnerJared’s days pretty much all run together, one big muddy mess of emotional turmoil and confusion and shitty friends and shittier classes. Not to mention that his best friend is equal parts awesome and a complete jerk, his little sister is also kind of a jerk, and he thinks privately that someday his books are going to be the only thing to stand by him in the end. Luckily, life has a way of turning things around on him.
bratty little bastardsJensen Ackles hates coming in second. Jared Padalecki can’t stand being overlooked. So when the same guy makes them look like chumps by taking over the varsity lacrosse team and ranking first in the junior class at the private, elite Eldridge Academy, overachieving computer genius Jensen and popular athlete Jared decide to put aside their differences. Kind of.
Two Sides to Every Story Jared and Jensen were high school sweethearts, destined to be together for the rest of the their lives, until one awful day changed everything. Now it’s three years later, and Jared’s starting UC Berkeley, and he hasn’t spoken to Jensen since that fateful afternoon. But all that’s about to change when he finds out that not only is Jensen also at UC Berkeley, but his new roommate is one of Jensen’s best friends.
The Screw Fell Out Sometimes, detention can be the best time of your life.
Call Your GirlfriendJared is the clueless frigid star basketball player with the hot cheerleader girlfriend, Jensen is the new guy. He’s all handsome and shy and makes Jared feel all hot under the collar for reasons he can’t quite figure out. PDF only.
My Problem is You Make Me Melt Based loosely on the movie She’s All That. Jensen makes a bet that changed his life forever.
Dirt on Our Uniforms Jared is a student at a snooty New England boarding school. Jensen is his shy new roommate. Jared’s a goof, and Jensen wants to do something different now he’s out from under the watchful eyes of his parents, so they start playing silly pranks around the school. (Don’t mess with Texas, y’all.) After a while, in addition to being roommates and comrades in pranking, they’re spending all their free time together… and maybe sometimes jerking each other off. And okay, maybe they kind of like each other. A lot. Possibly, you might even call it love (but you wouldn’t do it in public). Features Jared’s BFF/ex-girlfriend Sandy, Mr. Rosenbaum the crazy creative writing teacher, and a supporting cast of thousands (or at least dozens). and the sequel We Clean Up and Now It’s Time to Learn
Happy Plastic People In the wake of his family’s hatred, Jared is left to deal with the pieces of himself. Being friends with a perfect Christian boy like Jensen is downright terrifying but Jared can’t seem to stay away.
We definitely do, anon! Here’s everything I could find relating to all things Deaf!Sam (with some bonus Deaf!Jared thrown in too).
Deaf!Sam Series by readysetspeak 1.What a Thing to Have Done / 2.In the Gap Pairing: Gen | Rating: R | Wordcount: 1,300 & 1,450 | Archive: LJ 1. Sam starts to shut down after Jess dies. / 2. Sam feels, and John never quite gets it.
Your Hand In Mine by Marianna Morgan Pairing: Gen | Rating: T | Wordcount: 9,126 | Archive: ffnet Pre-Series AU – Deaf Sam, Big Brother Dean – Dean had cringed at Sam’s request for him to join the kid at the play but had agreed because that’s what Dean did…whatever Sam needed. And tonight, Sam needed him to interpret.
Deaf!Sam Verse by CastielWinchester96 ( @jaredsnuggles ) Pairing: Gen/Sastiel (depends on fic) | Rating: (not listed) | Wordcount: 60k+ | Archive: A03 Sam is profoundly deaf and unapologetic about that fact. Over 40 fics (and counting) of both original works and episode based tags. You can also find the masterpost on LJ here, and the series always takes requests.
A Canine Companionship by RayneSummer Pairing: Gen | Rating: K+ | Wordcount: 3,013 | Archive: ffnet Deaf!Sam AU with a Hearing Dog called Bones, set Season One. On a brief hunt for a witch, Bones demonstrates that he’s not just a Service Dog; he’s family and he will protect his owners. Dean reflects on this as he performs his own job as a big brother.
4 out of 5 Series by mishaphappens 1.Can’t (But I Can)/ 2.I Hear Your Hand / 3.Too Late Pairing: Gen | Rating: Gen | Wordcount: 1,131 / 2,174 / 996 | Archive: A03 1. Just because you can’t hear, doesn’t mean you can’t. Sam has always been deaf and Dean has always been a little stupid. / 2. Sam has to work harder, harder than everybody else, because they can retain a hundred percent of their surroundings. Sam receives only eighty percent. You’re working with four out of five senses, John always tells him. Four out of five. Those are Sam’s numbers, the definition of his being, the handicap that describes who he is, the only thing he’s ever going to be. / 3. John is always too late to save the ones he loves.
Life on Mute by jennytork Pairing: Gen | Rating: (not listed) | Wordcount: 506 | Archive: LJ “What’s it like?”… “You’re trying to understand what being deaf is like?”
You Can Hear it in the Silence by Espoir Pairing: Gen | Rating: Teen+ | Wordcount: 9,888 | Archive: A03 Sam suffers from permanent hearing loss after a bout of childhood measles. He might be deaf, but he’s still Sam, still Dean’s kid to look out for. The Winchesters deal, just like they do with everything else.
Deaf!Sam Series by btch sprinkles Parts – 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 Pairing: Gen/Sastiel (depends on fic) | Rating: M | Wordcount: Varying | Archive: ffnet
Not Your Typical Hunt by BlackBeautyQueen33 Pairing: Gen | Rating: T | Wordcount: 12,205 | Archive: ffnet Sam has been deaf since birth and lately he’s starting to feel left out. John treats him like he’s useless and he wants to prove that he’s not. Sam is 20 and Dean is 24.
Pairing: Gen | Rating: T | Wordcount: 31,021 | Archive: ffnet
Prequel to Not Your Typical Hunt. All Sammy wants to do, at 11, is prove to his father that he can do the job despite being deaf.
How to Fix a Broken Familyby Jesssy Pairing: Gen | Rating: K+ | Wordcount: 63,694 | Archive: ffnet After years of being ignored by his father for being deaf Sam turned his back at hunting and family. Years without any contact went by when a tragic death reunites Sam and Dean. On their first hunt they have to stand up against demons, ghosts, angels and a very angry father. They have to try to become a family again.
The Noise of Stars by hishn_greywalker Pairing: Gen | Rating: | Wordcount: T+ | Archive: A03 Even when you know it’s coming, dealing with the consequences of a deal made with a demon is never easy.
Bonus Deaf!Jared
Out of Silence by Annie46fic Pairing: J2 | Rating: M | Wordcount: 15,206 | Archive: A03 When hardened, but lonely cop, Jensen Ackles meets Jared Padalecki in his family’s diner, he doesn’t realize that his life is about to change drastically. Jared is a complete innocent, deaf, mute and unable to communicate, he needs a friend. Can Jensen be that man?
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