fucking hell – Backup bloh

yaelstiel:

#asking your little brother for permission be like (3×01)

my fave early seasons wincest headcanon is that sam and dean aren’t monogomous + and dean still has sex with lots of other people because he’s a sexual guy + sam pretends to be okay with it and when dean pushes him he’ll occasionally hook up with someone + but really he wants him and dean to be a thing + he doesn’t want anybody else and he hates himself for it but he doesn’t want dean to be with anybody else either + he doesn’t say anything for the longest time because he knows dean hates chick flick moments + and it would destroy him if he told dean he wanted them to be more than what they are + and dean told him what they had was just sex + but one day it comes out + sam tells dean about how he’s the only person he ever wants to be with + and how seeing him go off to have sex with other people kills him + and he’s on the verge of tears when dean pulls him into his arms and says it’s okay sammy + the truth is sam has always been it for dean + none of those other people mean jack +and the only reason dean is always pushing sam off onto other people is that he doesn’t want to fuck up his little brother + and he always thought that if sacrificing the part of him that wants sammy all to himself + meant sam could have a chance at a normal life with a normal partner +he’d do it and pretend everything was okay ( via)