oh god sam has so much love in his heart like he’s been through so much shit and he just keeps loving even when anyone else would have just been emptied but no not him he still believes in hope and goodness and the kindness one person can give to another and he tries so hard to be that kindness and fuck me sam winchester is beautiful
Tag: I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

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Okay but can we talk about Jack for just a minute? The kid who just recently discovered he likes nougat? Who made shadow puppets for rebel kids?
The way he stands tall and angry in front of Cas, like a leader. The way he demands Gabriel, an archangel, explain himself, like Gabriel is a child that failed at one task he should be good at.
My son grew up so fast, and he’s fucking magnificent.
Sam actually emphasizes with Rowena bc he KNOWS what it feels like to be abused by Lucifer. He’s admitted how much he thinks about it and how he doesn’t even know how to deal with it. My heart hurts so much bc despite always trying to push it down, Sam’s never become abusive and aggressive and he’s such a beautiful soul. He’s so strong and I’m so proud of him. I’m so glad this season is allowing a look into Sam’s emotions.
I spent a lot of time creating different Jareds. I was convinced that there must be some version of me I would accept. So I tried and tried to find him. To paraphrase Thom Yorke, I kept breaking mirrors, and turning myself into something I was not. The fandom insisted that “me” is okay, “me” is enough, and that “those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.” Eventually, the fandom made me believe it.