lillysilverus:

julia-sets:

nil-azrael:

interstellarstorms:

Okay but imagine this:

Dean finally getting control of his body again and breaking down apologizing to Sam for Gadreel because he finally knows what it’s like now

Except that he HAS apologized to Sam for Gareel or just EVERYTYING, like, thousands times ALREADY?

He called himself POISON, and he took the whole responsibility of Kevin’s death himself. And he took the MoC to fight Abaddon and HIMSELF alone, and then dead and then was turned to a damn Demon for apologizing and atonement. But what was his sin? Oh, it was SAVING HIS BROTHER’S LIFE, desperately!

And Michael? Dean LET himself be Michael’s tool, be the vessel for SAVING SAM, AGAIN!!! He ALLOWED it, with full awareness of the consequences AND “what it’s like”. And wanna bet? When he coming back, when he “finally getting control of his body”, not like his brother, Dean would NOT put a single blame on the brother of him he had to sacrifice himself, not just his body but also his soul, his will, his BEING to save. He would berate the one and only for whatever Michael did: Dean Winchester. He would ignore all his dilemma and his struggle and his intention and his enforced responsibility since he was four,  but just remember his means and the result it causes, like every time things gone wrong. 

You know, it’s just exactly what Sam did to him after came back from Gadreel. I mean all the selective blindness and pointed blames. Seems it’s just ALWAYS Dean at the end of the shot, no matter who holds the gun, Sam, Dean himself, or you guys. Oh remember the Faith event? Back then, it was Sam got 2 citizens killed for saving Dean against Dean’s will. What was IT like? But still it was Dean whom Dean kept blaming on, and it was Dean who bore the burden of guilt since. And you wanna talk about apologizing?

But rest your soft bleeding heart, with the writers nowadays, it’s almost promised there will be THE apology you so long for– even if they don’t remember the S9 exists at all. After all, Dean was/is designed for apologizing.

Woah, there. Dean calling himself “poison” is not an
apology.

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Yeah, I’m pretty sure Dean not only didn’t apologize, he said he would do it again.