Okay so I’m watching playthings and I’m like… realizing… it’s canon… that Sam tried to, um,kiss dean. Drunk and desperate, pleading for his big brother to kill him if he went dark, looking for the most obvious, honest way to show dean his trust and his devotion – he would’ve kissed him there, if dean hadn’t stopped him.
Me: *pulls out presentation* *cracks knuckles* *clears throat*
Me: I’d like to take a little trip allll the way back to 1983 where we see Dean carry his baby brother out of a burning house telling him, “it’s okay, Sammy,” and thus beginning the epic love story of Sam and Dean Winchester (Kripke’s words not mine). And from there on out we see how over and over again these two boys…
*12 hours later*
Me: …And in conclusion, in season 13, episode 1 we see how after Castiel’s death, Dean prays asking for Chuck to bring him back and then proceeds to burn his body——a mere day (maybe two?) after Castiel was killed. Whereas, with Sam, Dean kept his dead fucking body in a room for I don’t even freaking KNOW how long t a l k i n g to his d e a d brother. And then proceeding to sell his soul for him. And just recently in season 11, he fuCKing overdosed on drugs jUst to trade his own life for Sam’s. Don’t fUcking talk to me about Dean loving anyone more than Sam because it is a lie.
I had heard they were going to strip everyone away from the boys who helped them. They talked about how it was too safe for them now because Cas or Crowley or Rowena were always there to help or bring them back from the dead or whatever. The sense of mortal danger was gone because they had too many fallbacks. I just didn’t think they’d actually do it. Wow.
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