Tag: lauren goes to pittcon

The hardest part about the conventions (for me) is the lack of time. To process. To go through everything. One second the con is 9 months away, the next I’m packing to leave for it. The weekend itself is so packed with activities, most of which are surreal and larger than life. And it’s hard to take time to realize what youve gotten to do and experience without feeling like you’re missing something. Especially j2 day. It’s so high energy, there’s always something happening next and something to look forward to. And when it’s over, it’s done so fast. That’s it. It’s hard for my brain to believe I actually experienced what I did, and without the photographic proof I may think that I imagined it all. And then you leave, you say goodbye to friends and leave the magic of the con and head back to “real” life. Back to the normal routine where you get weird looks if you talk about Jared or Jensen for an hour or where people have trouble understanding how a 5 second interaction changed you. Even if it’s not a big change, it’s enough for me that stepping back into where my life used to be feels uncomfortable and not right. I don’t understand how I can just go about my day. Of course as time passes it starts to feel more distant, and my life is the same and I still have the memories and the feelings I had when I made them. But it’s simply just different and strange and as much as I just rambled on it’s really indescribable.

boykingsqueen:

My J2 op!!

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My j2 photo op story!

This was my first op of the day AND my first j2 op ever!!! I was so excited at being able to see both of them together and it was just as great as I expected. My birthday is in a couple of days so I thought it’d be fun to have my op about that. I brought them plastic necklaces that said happy birthday for them to wear and the banner. So when it was my turn, I walked up to them (staring at Jared bc hello it’s Jared sorry Jensen I love you too) and said “I brought necklaces for y’all!” And Jared grabs them and goes “I’ll let you wear the blue one and I’ll wear the orange” and as they put them on Jared turns to me. And since I haven’t handed them the banner yet, he asks if it’s actually my birthday (I say yes even though it’s not quite lol) and he asks how old I’m turning (22! He remembered that fact hoursss later in autos!!!!) and gives me a high five and says I hope you’re having a good birthday. I honestly can’t remember if I responded to that or not because at that point I was looking at Jared like😍😍😍😍 ) and so I turn around and give them the banner to hold and get squished up in between them. I had no idea the face Jared or Jensen was making, I was super happy when I picked my op up because they’re both! so! cute! So I turn around to say thank you after the op is done and they hand the necklaces back and I’m pretty sure Jensen also tells me happy birthday and they both rub my arm/back as I walk away and I was over the fucking moon. They are such kind people and make every experience (no matter how small, and while it may seem like this lasted a while it was a short typical photo op) special. I adore them❤️

boykingsqueen:

My Jared op!!

Here’s the story for my photo op!

So I had my j2 op first and it been a couple hours since then so I wasn’t sure if he’d remember me or not. ANYWAYS. I was waiting in line and for the first time I wasn’t nervous, just incredibly excited. Like so so excited. So when it came my turn I walked up to him (probably grinning like a fool, did I mention I was excited?) and he just goes “What’s up baby?” So yeah. My brain somehow continued to function after that (I can still hear him saying it in my head and it’s gloRIOUS). And so I asked if I could have a big hug to which he responded “fuck yeah!!” Which made my heart stop for a sec because Jared cursing is actually one of my favorite things lmao. But he grabbed me and wrapped his arms around me, then tightened them. Like really squished me it was so great😭 So Chris takes the pic and I extract myself from his arms (hardest thing I’ve ever had to do ahahah) and he still has a hand on my am and is rubbing it a bit and I say thank you and he tells me “happy birthday again!” (HE REMEMBERED ME YALL) and is still like holding on to my arm/hand as I’m walking away and I just about fucking died. I’m so so happy with how the op turned out, Jared looks so fucking happy and cute in it I cant