withthedemonblood:

#this was painful on like 8 different levels #not just because sAM U UNSELFISH BOY #but also because sam knows that this is a no-win scenario #asking jack to kill him is… traumatizing #jack LOVES sam. he says so like 5 seconds later. #and sam is asking him to carry the burden of killing him #BY HAND #LOOKING INTO HIS FACE #and sam hATES doing that of COURSE he does #but it’s good that jack gets to live at all right? right??? #‘i hate asking this of you i’m so sorry’ #‘i know this is going to hurt you too but you gotta kill me’ #‘i know it hurts to hurt something you love’ #’but it’ll be worth it ok? it’ll be worth it.’ #ugh sammy you big beautiful angel you (via @ozonecologne)

clervescent:

headcanon meme: ☾ (sleep) + sam

on the nights when sam dreams of hell, he wears a hoodie with the hood over his head, and makes himself as small as possible under his covers. if he keeps as warm as possible, sometimes the nightmares get better. if they don’t, at the very least, when he wakes up, the reassurance that lucifer’s icy touch is no where near him comes quicker.