cross your heart to take me when you leave
don’t go; please don’t go
don’t go without me
Tag: SamxJess
Trip to Europe to visit the Christmas markets! ♥
December 6: Sam and Jess
I’m sorry for the delay! I’ll try to catch up as fast as I can!
Anyway, I love the Basler Weihnachtsmarkt and I wanted Sam and Jess to drink a cup of hot mead there~ ♥
Sam was a monster – a broken, gnarled thing – he just didn’t understand how Jess didn’t see it. (Five sentence prompt!)
But he’d take it—God, he’d take her as long as she’d have him.
Every time she slipped her fingers into his or grinned at him like everything in the world was an inside joke just for them or painted his toenails when they were both stressed out from classes, he started to believe just a little more that he could be something better.
She told him he was kind (not awkward) and smart (not obsessive or avoidant) and perfect (not broken, not monstrous, unclean), and he broke himself open and tried to find words to tell her that she was everything.
Jessica Moore made him feel whole, like happily ever after wasn’t an illusion but a reality just a half-step in front of him.
One day, surely, she’d realize that he wasn’t the kind of person she could love, and she’d leave, but until then, he would give her everything—everything but the scars and chasms… because she made him feel like they didn’t matter anymore.
Do you think, whenever Sam has a gun to his head, whenever death seems inevitable and there’s no way out, he gets quiet like that because he’s thinking “it’ll be okay, if it’s really the end it’ll be okay because I’ll find Jess, I’ll finally find Jess”????????
what would i do without you? crash and burn
laugh,
laugh,
laugh,
— I nearly died.
samjess for @hostofheaven
dreams of loneliness like a heartbeat drives you mad
in the stillness of remembering what you hadand what you lost
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
requested by @moansmisha | based on this
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