heysammy:

#I AM SO UPSET ABOUT THIS OH MY GOD#LOOK AT THIS HUMAN BEING#JUST FUCKING LOOK AT HIM#OH JESUS CHRIST WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS#WHAT HAVE I DOOOOOOONEEEE#HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO’S BEEN THROUGH FUCKING HELL#SOMEONE WHO’S BEEN SOULLESS#SOMEONE WHO’S BEEN DRAGGED AND BEAT AND FUCKING DISRESPECTED IN SO MANY WAYS BE LIKE THIS?#HOW CAN SOMEONE LIKE SAM WINCHESTER BE LIKE SAM WINCHESTER?#HOW CAN THIS MAN STILL LOOK LIKE A FUCKING CHILD#HOW CAN HE STILL BELIEVE HUMANITY IS WORTH SAVING#HOW CAN HE LOVE PEOPLE SO FUCKING MUCH AND HATE HIMSELF SO FUCKING BAD#HOW CAN HE BE SO OKAY WITH DYING#HOW CAN HE THINK SO LITTLE OF HIS OWN LIFE?#’I WAS WILLING TO DIE’#’PROMISE ME THIS TIME IT WILL BE FINAL’#’WHAT IS THE UPSIDE OF ME BEING ALIVE?’#WOW FUCK YOU VERY MUCH SAMUEL CAMPBELL WINCHESTER#I’LL FUCKING TELL YOU WHAT THE UPSIDE OF YOU BEING ALIVE IS#IN A WORLD IN WHICH MOST PEOPLE ARE JUST DYING TO SCREW OTHER PEOPLE OVER#IN A WORLD IN WHICH PEOPLE ARE JUST SWIMMING IN A POOL OF THEIR OWN SELF-PITY#IN A WORLD SO FULL OF HATRED AND DISGRACE AND HOPELESSNESS YOU ARE A FUCKING FORTRESS OF GOODNESS AND SELFLESSNESS AND KINDNESS#YOU ARE THE ONE PERSON WHO’S BEEN BATTERED BEYOND IMAGINATION FROM THE FUCKING CRADLE AND STILL THINKS OTHER PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE#THIS WORLD LACKS PEOPLE LIKE THAT#THIS WORLD FUCKING NEEDS SAM WINCHESTER IN IT#BYE (via whothefuckiscas)