Tag: this hurts

alethiometry:

jakegylenhal:

“If Sam finishes those trials, he is going to die.”

#you know what the worst part about people calling sam selfish is #THE ONLY REASON IT’S TAKEN HIM THIS FUCKING LONG TO ADMIT HOW SHITTY HE FEELS #IS BECAUSE HE HATES BEING A BURDEN ON DEAN #WHEN YOU’RE AFRAID OF EXPRESSING YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE YOU’RE WORRIED ABOUT HOW THEY’LL AFFECT OTHER PEOPLE #YOU ARE NOT #SELFISH #sam has always put other people before himself WHAT PART OF THAT FITS THE DEFINITION OF ‘SELFISH’ 

jaredsnuggles:

This blink and you’ll miss it shot kills me.

Sam, who has just been held down by these guys and force fed demon blood against his will proceeds to beat them up and makes them leave the bar. Sam, who has a history throughout the show of being forced into doing shit he doesn’t want to do, and having his choices taken away from him, is rightfully furious about what has happened. We see this anger in the first GIF. But then, that anger slowly trickles away and he turns back to meet the gaze of the girl he met, and what is that anger replaced with? SHAME. Sam Winchester, the boy who doesn’t have a bad bone in his body, feels shame for an act that another group of humans forced him into. They antagonised him. They attacked him. They held him down. They fed him that blood. But Sam is the one who can’t look her in the eye. Sam is the one who probably has unimaginably negative thoughts of himself going through his head, because we all know how little self-worth he has, coupled with an equally low opinion of himself to match. He thinks that all of this was his fault, and that hurts. It’s all there in his expression, so kudos to Jared for this scene, it’s beautiful.