Like…. all of the hearts for SamJess

benevolentsam:

❤: who is more affectionate in public? in private?

In public, definitely Jess. She loves fussing over Sam, petting his hair and holding hands. In private, Sam is so huggy and clingy, just happy to have someone who loves him

♡: who is the bigger romantic openly? secretly?

I think Sam for both. Sam loves making these little romantic gestures for Jess. She’s his first real girlfriend and he this is the girl he’s gonna marry he wants to prove how much he loves her

❥: who is more likely to plan something big for valentine’s day?

Sam! Like I said he never had a chance to do something big for anyone so he likes being able to treat Jess.

ღ: who is more likely to initiate hand-holding in public?

Jess. Sam gets a bit nervous about these kinds of things, but she’s so comfortable with it that even when Sam’s too shy to hold her hand Jess will do it

💕: who is more likely to make huge declarations of love in front of other people?

Neither of them are all about big declarations, but Sam has gotten in a few of their friends in on plans (he once got one of his friends who were in a shitty college band to write a song for her and play it when he took her out for their one year anniversary)

💘: who developed a crush on the other first?

Jess won’t admit it, but she absolutely did. She’d seen Sam at a couple of parties, hanging around campus, and most importantly she’d seen him hanging out with Brady from her pre-med course. So she practically begged Brady to introduce them. Sam thought it was him who got a crush first, because he fell for her the minute that Brady introduced them, but like Jess had a good couple of months of stalking him beforehand

💝: who spends more time (possibly overthinking) what presents to get the other?

Jess. She knows Sam never had a lot growing up and he’s not a very materialistic guy. She never knows what to get him and always overthinks it

💓: who initiates most physical contact?

Jess does in public, like holding hands and kissing. Sam is much more likely in private, sometimes he can’t keep his hands off of her. (sometimes that’s just a confirmation that she’s safe)

💌: who is more likely to send cutesy texts to the other?

Jess loves sending cutesy texts. All the heart emojis. Sam rolls his eyes whenever he gets them, but he saves them all because they really make him happy

💟: who spends time reading their zodiac compatibilities?

Surprisingly Sam. Sam has enough knowledge of the supernatural to know that nothing is just coincidence and that outside factors often play a bigger part than people realise. Jess thinks it’s a bunch of malarkey but goes along with it anyway, asking Sam what her stars for the day are

💙: who is more protective?

In a general sense, Sam is way more protective. It has something to do with his paranoia and what he knows about the supernatural. Every bump in the night, every shadow, and Sam is immediately up and separating Jess from whatever the threat is. But, Jess is super protective of Sam too. Some of their classmates are huge assholes, and people like to pick on Sam because he never fights back. Jess always stands up for Sam when someone starts calling him names

💚: who tends to get sick more often? who is better at taking care of the other?

Sam gets sick so often but doesn’t admit it. Thankfully, Jess is (as I headcannon) is in pre-med so he is in great hands. Jess absolutely loves taking care of Sam, even when he won’t admit he’s sick

💜: who said “i love you” first? or, if neither has said it yet, who is more likely to say it first?

Sam. He said it so quickly, after only a few dates. It was only a breathy whisper, barely loud enough for Jess to hear. But she did, and she said it back straight away

💛: who believes in soulmates?

They both kinda do. Neither of them felt this way about anyone until they met each other, and whether it was love at first sight or they were actually soulmates, there was definitely something between them

Just stuff cause I’m sitting in line for the Saturday night concert and I can’t stop thinking about Jared and tomorrow and I jut need to do something (on mobile can’t put a read more sorry fam)


Okay fuck so like Jared just means so much to me?? And I don’t have like an incredible story like he save me, because honestly that was my best friends doing. But like he definitely helped. I just. I don’t know how to properly explain it like I just im sitting here with this weight in my chest that I’ve never felt at a con before. Like nervous and anticipation and just the overwhelming need for this time to be ~special~ and ~amazing~ because there’s this little part of my brain that is telling me I deserve more than anyone else here, that somehow I’m a bigger fan, that somehow my journey and my relationship and inspiration that comes from Jared is more than others. And it’s not true and I don’t know what to do because tomorrow is gonna be special no matter what happens but I’m terrified of being disappointed by the end of the day because an entire year and a few months have been leading up to this and this is what I have been waiting for since we got here on Wednesday and I know it’s gone be over so fast and I just. Need to do something. I wish I could to Jared and have a real conversation with him and Idk he means a lot to me and I’m having trouble comprehending the fact that my life is real and I’m gonna meet him again and this is so long idk what I’m trying to sorryyy