Helloooo! That’s a nice rumor, as exaggerated as it is 😉 But I do have recs for you, and hopefully you’ll find something to read from this list.
*** John finds out ***
Clear Vision by flinchflower Dean and Sam have a little morning fun. A John Finds Out Fic. Words: 1,278. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, oneshot, established relationship, john-finds-out
Creature Fear by Bazzle Dean is cursed on a hunt and consumed by the need to take his little brother in every way he can. No idea how much of Dean is in that rabid body, Sam convinces their father to let him save his brother’s life at the risk of revealing his own feelings for his brother. It’s only later that Sam finds out that there might have been more of his brother there that night than he had realized. Words:16,074. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, weecest, fuck-or-die, teen!chesters, cursed!dean, underage!sam, embarrassed!sam, bottom!sam, top!dean, virgin!sam, first-time, dub-con, crying, angst, hurt/comfort, endearments, john-finds-out
Fall For Nothing by belyste A/N: John POV, implied Wincest, spans the events from Dead Man’s Blood to In My Time of Dying. In my head the boys started sleeping together sometime around the middle of season one, though it stopped when they met up with their father. But John can’t help but notice the way they are around each other, and it changes the way he sees everything. Words: 2,361. Tags: implied wincest, sam/dean, oneshot, john-finds-out, rating: pg-13
Family by gilascave John knows what his sons do. Words: ~2700. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, weecest, oneshot, john-finds-out, pre-series, angst
For The End of My Broken Heart by wickedtruth Dad’s disappeared and Sam’s left to pick up the pieces of his broken brother. Post Devil’s Trap AU. Words: 59,522. Tags. sam/dean, wincest, john-finds-out, rating:nc-17, broken!dean, hurt!dean, hospital, angst, first-time, impala!sex, bottom!dean, top!sam
Generosity by astolat John had traded the gun; he’d have traded away more, and he was still feeling the cold dread of the moment when the demon had cocked its head like a pistol and said, “You know, I’m feeling generous today,” because if it hadn’t taken more, that was only because it figured what was in store was going to be worse. Words: 1,780. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, established relationship, angst, john-finds-out
How Many Times Can A Man Turn His Head? by lunakir John Winchester sees more than his boys think. A father’s understanding of his sons’ relationship. Part 1 of Tender Is The Night series. Words: 1,148. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, weecest, oneshot, underage, john-finds-out, established relationship, pre-series, top!dean, bottom!sam
Ignorance is Bliss by alexjanna91 John has seen many undeniable things in his years; Vietnam, his wife burning up on the ceiling, evil that goes bump in the night. And he has never once taken the route of naivete, ignorance, or denial preferring to arm himself with as much knowledge and preparation as possible. But when it comes to John’s boys and their brotherly love for each other, he is only too happy to be blissfully ignorant, blessedly naive, and cheerfully in denial. 4 fics in this verse. Tags: sam/dean, weecest, underage, ‘verse, pre-series, teen!chesters, john-finds-out
John Knows by Bazzle John hadn’t been trying to surprise them, he really hadn’t. He had just been trying to be quiet enough not to wake them… after all, what could your two sons possibly be doing at 2 am on their own in a motel room? They seemed to have found a few things to do… John-centric discovery of our boys. Ages 16 and 20. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, teen!chesters, underage!sam, oneshot, john-finds-out
Lion and Lamb by drvsilla A/N: My spn_j2_xmas exchange, for hunters_retreat, from whose list of prompts I chose: First time in the Impala – John finds out – Post-apocalypse, living quiet and mostly happy somewhere together. Words: ~3400 Tags: sam/dean, wincest, oneshot, post-apocalypse, angst, schmoop, first-time, impala!sex, john-finds-out
Sacraments by keerawa I’ve been known by a thousand names over the ages. Raum, Akoman, Mara, Azazel’s Hound. Lately, I go by Dean Winchester. Words: 3,300. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, oneshot, dark!chesters, john-finds-out, dean pov, rating: nc-17, demon!dean, dark!sam, bloodplay, violence
Safe and Sound by hellesofbelles Prompt: Would love to see Dean stopping by Stanford to check up on Sam but, becomes concerned when Sam has not left his apartment in a couple days. He finally becomes worried enough to break into Sam’s apartment. Dean finds Sam in his bedroom suffering through a heat that has Sam fevered and hysterical. Dean had no idea that Sam was a Breeder/Omega, not an Alpha like Dean and John. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, stanford!era, alpha/beta/omega, mpreg, heat!fic, alpha!dean, omega!sam, hurt!sam, caring!dean, mating, john-finds-out
Sheltered by Creed by stir_of_echoes “They’re your boys John; you can’t possibly expect me to believe that you don’t know, can’t see…” Words: 2,565. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, oneshot, outsider-pov, john-finds-out, protective!dean, character:pastor jim
The Promise by Gillian Middleton Kidnapped and imprisoned, Sam & Dean only have each other and their inner resources to get them through. Words: 26,842. Tags: sam/dean, wincest, angst, hurt/comfort, hurt!sam, hurt!dean, suicidal!sam, malnutrition, hospital, ptsd, john-finds-out, rating:nc-17, teen!chesters
Under the Blanket by Colette_Capricious Sam is relentless when he wants something. Dean is helpless in the face of Sam’s desires and this thing that is building between them. It can’t happen, it won’t happen. It’s wrong. But why isn’t John doing anything to stop it? Could there actually be something on this earth than John Winchester is afraid to face? Sam is 14 in this first part. Nothing explicit happens, not even a kiss. The next chapter will be explicit. Words: 7,495. Tags: sam/dean, weecest, wincest, john-finds-out, pre-series, first-time
I also have recs for Bobby (or others) finding out, but this post is already so long that I’ll make a separate rec post about those later ♥
Okay so I’m watching playthings and I’m like… realizing… it’s canon… that Sam tried to, um,kiss dean. Drunk and desperate, pleading for his big brother to kill him if he went dark, looking for the most obvious, honest way to show dean his trust and his devotion – he would’ve kissed him there, if dean hadn’t stopped him.
Me: *pulls out presentation* *cracks knuckles* *clears throat*
Me: I’d like to take a little trip allll the way back to 1983 where we see Dean carry his baby brother out of a burning house telling him, “it’s okay, Sammy,” and thus beginning the epic love story of Sam and Dean Winchester (Kripke’s words not mine). And from there on out we see how over and over again these two boys…
*12 hours later*
Me: …And in conclusion, in season 13, episode 1 we see how after Castiel’s death, Dean prays asking for Chuck to bring him back and then proceeds to burn his body——a mere day (maybe two?) after Castiel was killed. Whereas, with Sam, Dean kept his dead fucking body in a room for I don’t even freaking KNOW how long t a l k i n g to his d e a d brother. And then proceeding to sell his soul for him. And just recently in season 11, he fuCKing overdosed on drugs jUst to trade his own life for Sam’s. Don’t fUcking talk to me about Dean loving anyone more than Sam because it is a lie.
Your brother smiles at you around a mouthful of blood and you think, this is our life. This is the nightmare that keeps us awake at night. This is the reward we get for saving the human race.
Your brother smiles at you around a mouthful of blood, and you wonder when you stopped caring about the way it stains his teeth. When did it stop making you feel sick? When did it start feeling normal?
Your brother smiles at you around a mouthful of blood, and you want nothing more than to lick it clean, to kiss into his mouth until it doesn’t taste of copper anymore.
Your brother smiles at you around a mouthful of blood, and you smile right back, because this is your nightmare and this is your reward.
Dean doesn’t cry when Sam left for Stanford. He wants to, but he doesn’t. It feels so unrealistic that his brain needs time to realise it, to realise that his little brother, his lover, isn’t here. That he left him.
It happens four months after that night. Dean just got back from a pretty rough hunt, and while he’s searching for a new clean shirt after his shower, he sees it – Sam’s hoodie.
They did it the first time Dean left Sam to go hunting. Sam couldn’t stop crying, begging Dean not to go, not to leave him. As a compromise, Dean left him one of his shirt to him.
“So you see Sammy, like that, I’m still’ with you. I’m protecting you, even if I’m far away”
Sam didn’t look convinced at first, but he was able to sleep at night and that was still something.
So they keep doing that. Each time a different shirt, hoddie, jeans and, years later, even panties.
Then Sam started putting some of his clothes in Dean’s bag. They never really talk about it, but they didn’t need to.
It was a promise of coming home, of being together again. When you live that life, you don’t own a lot of things. So giving away some clothes is actually big deal, for them anyway.
So finding Sam’s hoodie in his bag – it’s just too much for him.
He starts crying, screaming like a wild animal, cursing whoever did this, whoever put his brother away from him, hating on Sam, hating on himself, wishing he was enough – God, just let him be enough
He ends up sleeping on the floor, Sam’s hoodie around him like a protecting.
Miles away, Sam is crying in Dean Led Zeppelin shirt, his brother smell barely noticeable now.
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