Hi friends!! Sorry I haven’t been on much, school, life, and work have kept me pretty busy. (I’m in the process of trying to set up a good queue!) Speaking of work, I started a position that has a lot of down time.
So I am looking for fic recs!!!
* J2 or wincest (or even some SamxJess stuff! But I’m pretty sure I’ve read everything for that ship by now lol).
* Looking for some really long fics, the more chapters the better, I have hours to kill! But recommendations for some shorter fics will also be appreciated😊
* Only completed works please!
* Cute AUs (coffee shop, high school, etc) are a huge weakness of mine so that’s a plus
* Angst/pining is also great!
So please any fics you have that you liked send them my way!! 💗
i see this gif’d/capped a lot but can we talk about the context and what sam says right before this look?
you meet someone like her, ever make you wonder
if it’s worth it? putting everything else on hold, doing what we do?
and dean looks at sam like are you kidding me? i would put anything on hold just to sit here in this car next to you because you are the light of my life and my favorite thing and i would die for you a thousand times over and live for you too, only for you. nothing has ever been more worth it.
Sixteen-year-old Sam Winchester seems hell-bent on spending his entire winter break sulking and feeding his inner freak until he comes across a list of New Year’s Resolutions he wrote the year prior. This was a new year and he was a new Sam. He needed a new list.
My Comments:
This was my gift at the@spnj2xmas and words cannot express how much I love it. Its so evocative of how miserable it can be to be a teenager, and how your emotions just jump about all over the place. And it’s also hot as hell!
Summary: When John gets a call to investigate a series of grisly animal killings, he drops Sam and Dean at an abandoned cabin two towns over. The boys find ways to keep busy — playing cards, watching movies, chopping wood — but with a howling winter storm on the way, there’s nowhere for Sam to hide his illicit feelings for his older brother. As the lure of desire threatens to devour him, Sam must learn to face the wolves that lurk outside and the monsters within.
My comments: I raved about this story when I first read it, and it definitely makes my 2017 list. This story is everything I want in first time Weecest – angsty, possessive boys who are so wrapped up in each other that nothing else matters. It’s also beautifully written and super evocative of the winter environment it’s set in – a perfect read at this time of year.
Sam is glaring at him and Dean is puzzled for half a second before he realizes: this Sam and Dean aren’t there yet. It’ll take two more years, a demon deal reaching cash-in, and a bottle of whisky – the good kind, no time left to waste on the bad shit – before they get there. Right now, it’s still just sideways looks and godawful tension, sitting a bit too close and lingering a little too long.
My Comments:
I’m such a sucker for stories like this – older Sam and Dean meet their younger counterparts, and can’t resist. This is a wonderful exploration of their relationship and characters as well, all wrapped up in lovely hot porn.
Summary: Sam has never been able to hold onto Dean the way he wants to. He tries. It’s never enough.
My comments:
We both had the same prompt for @wincestwritingchallenge for this, and it was so unfair, because this was so much better than mine. Angsty, desperate, jealous Sammy desperately trying to attract Dean’s attention is so my jam.
“Cas wonders, as he often does, if he should tell Sam that he knows what it really is that he needs. He decides that tonight, after all these years, he finally will. They’re not getting any younger, after all, and he’s mainly stayed out of it because he didn’t truly believe that two people so singularly and utterly devoted could be that stubborn and obtuse. It’s maddening, and it almost seems purposeful, how they ignore each others’ signals, like they each have that secret locked down so tight (out of shame, probably, or guilt), each other’s light can’t get through. It’s tragic, almost, if he’s being completely honest.” Coda to 12×11: Regarding Dean.
My comments:
This is one of the fics that remind me of why I loved Cas as a character, and still love him when he’s written right (i.e. not on the show). This is the Cas who loves the Winchesters, who agonises over what to do for the best for them. It’s also one of the best late-season Wincest fics I’ve ever read; focusing on their bond and what they mean to each other in a way that’s utterly beautiful.
Sam wakes up in a strange bed, a strange apartment, and living in domestic bliss with Dean and a dog named Mothra. Obviously, either he’s lost his mind or all of this is a dream.
My comments:
This is my favourite of Paula’s fics this year. I love the world that’s created for Sam, and the ending hurt so, so good for such a gentle fic. I wanted Sam to have this so bad…
Y’know, I do love that when Dean got stuck in Purgatory, he was immediately, consistently focused on getting them out of there as quick as humanly possible, no matter who he had to plow through. But after 2-3 days in the equally violent and unpleasant BadPlace!AU with Sam, he’s just kind of grudgingly like, “Ah, well. Bummer. Guess we live here now.” Like, as long as Sam’s there too he doesn’t even give a fuck.
“They’d never been lovers, of course, not in the
physical sense. But they’d been lovers as most of us manage, loving
through expressions, and gestures, and the palm set softly upon the
bruise at the necessary moment. Lovers by inclination rather than by
lust. Lovers, that is, by love.” -Gregory Maguire; “Out of Oz “
Sam’s “normal” life dissolves when his brother mysteriously returns from the dead. But when Dean came back, Benny the vampire wasn’t the only thing that came back with him. Now Sam is in a race against time to save his brother. This is one race that Sam refuses to lose.
This is NOT just a smutty story. This explains why Wincest is beautiful, loving, and right. Ever wonder how Dean started talking dirty? The genesis is in the way Sam and Dean allow their feelings for each other to become physical. Sam is nearly 17, Dean is nearly 21.This story has dirty talk, all the feels you can handle, infinite love, well-developed original characters, and a rich plot that develops into a nail-biting narrative, with the best kind of hurt/comfort. SPOILERS for seasons 1-6.
Sam had known how Dean felt about him when he’d left for Stanford. His own feelings weren’t so clear. He’d needed time away from it all, hunting, his father, and especially Dean. It took him five years and a degree he hadn’t planned on to realize there was only one person he wanted to share his life with. He’d never considered the possibility that Dean would move on without him…or that something could happen that would erase him from his brother’s life completely.
When John finds his sons in a compromising position, he’s disgusted and he sends Dean away, hiding his youngest son from his eldest until Sam leaves his sight to break off and hunt on his own. Unexpected circumstances bring them back together and Dean will do all his power to make sure they stay that way.
In Jefferson, Texas a man ends a generations-old curse and saves all the town’s children, but completely loses his memory in the process. When it’s discovered that he’s a wanted criminal, the town comes together to conceal him out of gratitude for what he’s done for them, giving him an apartment, a job and a whole new life. It takes seven months for Sam to find Dean, and when he finally does, he has to adapt to being around a man who has no idea that he used to be Sam’s brother.
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