au where dean doesnt just raise sam, he absolutely spoils him
letting him crawl onto his lap well into his teens, hand feeding him snacks as they watch movies, sleeping in the same bed whenever sam asks, stealing pretty things in stores across the country
it’s the one thing he doesn’t give in to john about, and after a while, john doesn’t want to deal with dean’s bargaining and sams looks of contempt
when john reunites with them in s1 he hopes that their time apart has changed them but hes sick to see theyre almost worse
he can see the looks waitresses and witnesses give them, how they stick too close, how dean growls if someone looks at sam wrong
when theyre alone in motel rooms together, the tiniest pretenses that they had are lost and they curl up naked together, touching and whispering promises into each others skin
Tag: yesssss
sam staying behind at the bunker because he knows that jack needs help
sam giving jack his space and letting him figure things out on his own
sam telling jack that he knows what it’s like to not fit in and to be afraid of the darkness that’s inside you
sam trying to prove to dean that jack can be saved because he was saved
guys, this is like almost everything I love about sam bottled up into one episode
petition for Sam to be Jack’s friend and teach him how to human and also how to not be ashamed of his powers and they can eat candy and be happy please that is all