Sam actually emphasizes with Rowena bc he KNOWS what it feels like to be abused by Lucifer. He’s admitted how much he thinks about it and how he doesn’t even know how to deal with it. My heart hurts so much bc despite always trying to push it down, Sam’s never become abusive and aggressive and he’s such a beautiful soul. He’s so strong and I’m so proud of him. I’m so glad this season is allowing a look into Sam’s emotions.
I know what Rowena is dealing with. She’s not the only one that feels helpless.
No apocalypse. No plan. No need for them to power through the next case. And Sam is just unraveling slowly. It’s beautiful. Thank you Steve Yockey and Davy Perez.
This is why Sam doesn’t talk about the cage to anyone. As someone who’s been abused, it’s hard to talk about it to someone who cannot even fathom what that traumatic experience is like.
I’m SO glad Sam found someone he could open up to, even if it was Rowena. And it was good to see Rowena be vulnerable and admit she’s scared shitless. This was very healthy for both of them.